Sometimes, I can't help it but feel like shit. Literally.
The lone offline message on WLM pops out and stares you blankly in the face. You realise that some things that you try over and over to get through to the other side just keeps failing and daunting you, your dreams get shattered right smack in front of you, or sometimes you realise the huge mistakes you've made, and wish you could turn back time or
press pause on life. And it just keeps coming back to you. In the end, you've nobody else to blame but yourself. Regrets and regrets, being unable to let go of something you held on so tightly to, or the split second when your bubble burst. Bam! It's all gone.
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An update anyway. Parents are away on a 2 week long holiday in Switzerland/Germany & the like. It's 7.13pm and I don't hear my mum nagging at me telling me that dinner's served. Oh wait, there ain't no dinner for me today. I suppose being alone at home for a change will do me some good. I'll have time to sit down and think. And think and think and think. Or maybe update my long-hiatused blog. Sigh.
Life in TJC's been, well, good. Lovely class, lovely classmates (most of them anyway), lovely tutors (but sucky lecturers). The workload's starting to build up. Just when we finished worrying about O Levels, A Levels draw nearer and nearer. 2 years, ain't a very long time. I miss being in secondary school (even though I've said this a gazillion times, yes).
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4IT'07, best class ever.
Seoul Garden Lunch Buffet = $11.99 ++
Total spent on 4IT = $xxx.xx
Look on Bano's face = Priceless
Bano = Priceless (Take 2)
Pretty Ladies
They're the life of the class.
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Alright since Blogger won't let me upload more pictures, that's it for today. Will upload Jacques (My Idol) and company's photos, plus my new... Nephew's(?) pictures. Good luck, have fun.
Quote from Ian, "Lulwut..?"
Lulwut is right indeed. I stare at TJC's Chemistry notes and go,"Lulwut..?". Rofl one would expect a better JC to have better standards of notes, but apparently not(?). I kinda preferred CJC's underrated Economics notes (where each section had a proper divider and heading, compared to the pathetic bundle of paper I have right now), and I hate TJC's lousy stack of Chemistry notes where we buy at a terribad price, and probably are not put to good use due to the many BLANKS to fill in that they left for us second intakers, whom they probably don't give a fecking shit about. Oh? Make up lessons? Yay. But they go ahead and conduct some morale downgrading test on weirdshit topics like Atomic Structures. And to top it off, the notes don't even help. Tutorials don't have answers in brackets for us. Excuse me, would you rather a student know that what he/she did is wrong, or leave his/her head dwindling about the noose just right before they divulge the platform beneath thy legs? Me wasting time racking my brains and wondering whether my workings were correct would be an understatement. Furthermore the examples covered in the notes do NOT give us a fecking clue about how we're supposed to address the question. Am just irritated at the fact that people TRY to study but end up wasting their time due to lack of proper study materials. Thank you Brian F for being my "tutor" (:
Anyway, on the brighter side, I've got a kickass GP tutor, a nice Bio tutor, and a really cool bunch of classmates that make me rofl :D And who sabo-ed me into becoming CG rep, although I don't mind cuz our class's cool!
Thank you TJC for accepting me but screw you for not accepting my academic appeal. I'm grateful, yes, but 9 points? Lulwut.
Labels: Irritated
10:17 PM
Web of Frustration.
4IT'07, best class ever.
Seoul Garden Lunch Buffet = $11.99 ++
Bano = Priceless (Take 2)
Pretty Ladies
They're the life of the class.