hello.

damn it's irritating how teachers go through our exam papers and keep us in suspense for our marks. and slowwwwly go through the paper and make us mark question by question. the whole while you'll be like going "Shit shit shit...".

&it's even more irritating to sit for the paper feeling that it was alright, and getting back the paper and your jaw dropping to the ground upon glancing at the words in red. the feeling of disappointment is overwhelming. moreover when the teacher sits there and asks you how she should improve on her teaching, making it like it was her fault that we did badly, and not our own. sigh, we don't deserve nice teachers. but i do appreciate them. curse myself for not working hard enough. curse myself for having good teachers yet doing badly for exams. curse myself for thinking i knew the subject well when there were many loopholes here and there.

i guess the only person i can blame is me.

i'm gonna revise my a** off this hols.7:57 PM