"parents fscuk the living daylights out of your soul and cast them into the deep blue ocean miles and miles away, but not only do the fscuk the living daylights out, they also fscuk all the happiness, smiles, joy, and laughter out of you, leaving you cold, miserable and lost." said by joy.

so, wanna know why they fscuk all those stuff out of you?
let me give you an example.

girl has a set of 2 keys.
mum takes out an identical set of 2 keys from her bunch of keys.
mum passes the identical keys to a house cleaner.
house cleaner cleans the house and returns the keys to the key hooks.
next day, girl accidentaly takes mum's set of identical keys.
thus girl has 2 sets of identical keys in her bag.
girl spends a happy day at school, and comes home.
girl goes for tuition, and opens the door home.
mum stares at girl coldly and asks if girl took her keys.
girl has no recollection whatsoever about taking mum's "bunch of keys".
girl says a firm "no" straightaway.
mum gets annoyed and complains.
mum wants girl to check her bag.
girl checks her bag, and finds an extra set of identical keys.
girl brings down the keys to her mum, and is about to apologise..
when mum starts criticising girl that girl cannot be bothered to help her.
girl feels wrongly accused and explains that she did not know mum took out 2 identical keys out of her bunch of keys.
mum continues scolding and stresses that girl does not listen to her.
dad points fingers at girl and waves it dangerously in her face.
girl feels intimidated, and tries to explain once more.
parents don't listen, and gangs up on her.
mum scolds girl for not saying sorry.
girl feels sad as she did not take the keys on purpose.
mum rattles on and on about the girl's bad attitude.
dad walks up to girl and says that there was no reason in bringing her up these past 15 years.
dad criticises that girl is worthless.
girl feels horrible inside, but cannot do anything.
she only can sit and pretend that she is not listening,
when actually every word stabs her heart like a knife.
girl has lost whatever happiness accumulated in herself during the day.

sometimes your home can fail to feel like a home.
many teenagers dread going home.
to them, it is just a place for them to rest.
but there is no love in that home.
there is no understanding in that home.

when will parents finally understand what it feels to be like us?
happily going home trouble-free, but turning into dread once a foot steps into the doorway.
never?
i don't know.

thats why many teenagers would rather hang out till late, and until their parents are asleep then go home.
perhaps our parents love us,
but sometimes they really hurt us in many different ways.

friends {and God} are still the ones closer to us.
they listen to us pour our sorrows,
and they UNDERSTAND how we feel.
they are always there to comfort us,
and give us advice.

sigh, how wonderful life would be if our parents were just like our friends.

8:00 PM