IM TIRED.
day started off by waking up at 6.45pm. stupid alarm clock didn't ring. then dad managed to pia me to school in time. if not it wld be 50 squats from mr soon. why do latecomers have to be punished anyway. ponder ponder. everyone makes mistakes. anyone makes mistakes. whats the BIGDEAL about people getting up late once in a while. i'm sure teachers do wake up late too. even MR SOON may wake up late occasionally. ahwell. life's like that.
walked into class and dumped my bag like what i usually do. can't be bothered. i miss 2rp. alot. the feeling is just different.
after school had co. went out for lunch with shiang and pauline. had some kinda noodles with weird sauce. pretty nice to munch on lah. hah. then had an OREO iceblended. heee. nicenicenice. although it looks disgusting. hmm. i was thinking why cant the stupid co rm get ready quickly. if not we will end up carrying things up and down the stairs every week. yes even chairs.
so. as i was walking home, i see leaves falling all around me. i step on them. "crrrunch crrrrunch". love that sound. so i purposely step on them all the way home. some little tiny entertainment when i'm alone. i walk along that pathway, and reminiscence about those times. not that i care anyway.
then i reached home, and my parents rush me to go bathe and change so can go out for dinner with my sis's bf's family. and we go to the airport and eat thai. then i reach home and there happens to be a funny show going on - white chicks. so i sit there, plug earphones into the TV and watch silently while my dad talks to ck's family. and finally they go home. and im made to take photos of them.
okay. what's my purpose of life. i don't know too. what am i living for? wouldnt it be better if i just wasn't born? why me? out of so many "souls" out there. why did God choose to put me into a person called Joy's body? what am i sent into this world to do? what if i never existed? would there be much difference in this world?
i'm tired.10:54 PM