All That Glitters }

2008-10-05T00:24:00.002+08:00

2008-08-05T20:26:00.003+08:00

Oh boy it's been a sucky day. It's tuesday to start of with, and tuesday blues are the worst compared with all the other days.

Getting caught by our dear friend Ah Tong was the cherry on the cake :/
For bringing a stupid drink up to class.
So he reckons I need to internalise this rule of not holding a drink in my hand while walking to class. And tells me I've to report to him after every single stupid lesson for a week. A week. The thing about arguing with Tong is that even though you make sense, you are still wrong, wrong, wrong. He is right, right, right. K whatever.

Another thing, there was NAPFA, which wasn't that bad lah. But still! Imagine going through a helluva day knowing that the evil NAPFA is awaiting you at the finish line.

And there was CO which ended at like 7.30 so I just got home not too long ago.

And there is a Bio test of Eukaryotic Genome & Viruses and Bacteria tomorrow = no sleep for me tonight.

And there is a Math and Chem test on Thursday on Calculus and Integral Calculus & Gas Laws and Reaction Kinetics which means no sleep tomorrow night, and there's CO again.

Oh my goodness I don't give a flying fuck.

Thy shall await the end of Thursday with a longing to SHOPSHOPSHOP on Friday.

2008-07-31T23:03:00.003+08:00

"Oh my goodness."

Well well. It's been a rough, eventful week with things happening that shocked me out of my wits. Like when someone you know does something foolish. Sigh.

There's gonna be 3 tests next week so I'm probably busted for this weekend due to wanting to finally start doing well..? Sigh promos are in 54 days and it's already been a super tough week with very little sleep for me. OMG me and Jessica are ZombieBuddies mwahahah. Alright before I go, here's a cute picture Jessycah drew on my tablet awhile ago when I brought it to class :D

Happy Reptile Friends <3
I coloured it :DDD

Mmmkay Bio Mock SPA tmrw, wish me luck. Oh yes and 2.4km NAPFA! I gotta hit the 12min mark. And I want a new blog address.

I want I want I want I want I want I want I want........
Everything.
See, humans aren't contented. Rawr~

2008-07-20T12:29:00.002+08:00

Oh hello. You know those kinda moods where you feel as if the whole world owes you something and when you feel like you want to throw a bigbigbigbigbig fuss over it. It's happening to me alot lately. The thing is, I don't know why too. Or maybe I don't want to think why.

Overslept again today. Argh and I need to escape out of the terribly lonely home to study. I want to break freeeeee.

E Learning week starts tmrw. So yeah, got to catch up with studies. Sigh, alright bye..

2008-07-07T18:13:00.002+08:00

Hello (:
Well, the 6th of July came and went smoothly, and I must say it's been a both wonderful and emotional month, but I suppose everything turns out fine afterall!
& It'll just get better and better.
Plus sunsets are just so damn fine ^^

Oh did I mention I totally flunked JCTs? With like 4 U's or something. And the only thing that I passed being Chinese =.=
Will start catching up for promos pretty soon. Have to, if not I'll probably not promote.
BAHHHH. The mere thought of an endless pile of stuff to go through burdens me yet again. With that weird "bounce-on-shoulder" effect. Ditto.

Thou shalt muggeth for only 1.5 more years.

2008-06-22T01:48:00.003+08:00

I'll just wait here and hope that I'd get a comforting bear hug
& a whisper in my ear telling me that it's all gonna be alright.

Wherefore art thou, Romeo...?

Thy heart is not at ease

2008-06-16T23:40:00.002+08:00

Hehohaheho. Finally caught up with Darren, Ian and MC after so damn long! Actually, not very long. Since Ian's booze party. Hmmm :/

Was supposed to meet Darren first to study but there was some communication error making me 1 hour late and getting super pissed with some random cab driver. AND I MISSED MY CHANCE TO TRY TEH MCGRIDDLES MEALLLLLL D:

Kay then Ian arrived in a EMO TEE with EMO PANTS and EMO HAIR. Quite cool actually, I recon we should all go out one day dressed up as emo lians and bengs just for the fun of it. Wouldn't mind trying cosplay too ha ha seems quite amusing. Yay then Gresilda and MC arrived shortly after that. Managed to study a bit of Chemistry, but not to my expectations cos of someone making me impatient of waiting on account of not seeing him for 10 days!

& to add icing to the cake, I was in a BITCHY mood today, plus I was wearing my BITCHY jacket and subsequently threw a BITCHFIT. Uhoh. Beg pardon, hehe ^^

So, YAY I finally got to see someone I terribly missed and things went back to unbitchy after awhile.

ZZZ. Okay. I want sweets. Nao.

2008-06-15T17:24:00.005+08:00

I feel him slipping through my fingers; Now he's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on.

I'm re-living the moment where in SHPS, Emelyne, Theodora, Lydia, Shenna and I would skip down the stairs and run off to the toilets singing Busted songs. All time favourite band (:

***

Along she came, with her picture,
Put it in a frame, so I won't miss her,
Got on a plane, from London; Heathrow,
It seems such a shame, yea..

I feel her slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone, I'm sleeping with the light on,
And sharks swim through my veins now, that she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

Heard she's engaged, but to her best friend,
No one's to blame, here's where it all ends,
And I feel the pain, 'cause I'm without her,
I feel the pain.

I see the sight, with a different light,
Words cannot describe the way I'm feeling,
'Cause I've been searching in my head,
For the words I thought she'd said,
For too long.

*lost in thought*

Honey's home (:

2008-06-15T13:45:00.002+08:00

Holidays are 3/4 over! Can you believe it?
Hahaha I wish the time spent having fun could have just sloooowed down a few notches, then we'd be able to enjoy, enjoy, enjoy!
But as NellyF. says, all good things gotta come to an end. A marriage (till death do us part), HOLIDAYS, moments in life where you feel like..... you're the happiest person on earth.

***

Okay gotta make use of the last precious week to:
Study Chem
Study Econs
Study Maths (DITTO)
Revise Bio

***

Gosh what an unfulfiling holiday ):
But come to think of it, there were make-up lectures the first week (where we were all in the holiday mood), and the second week was for camps & that booze party. The third.... Ditto it's gone.
Ha ha a-mazing how holidays disrupts my sleep cycle. I now wake up at 1pm (take that as my 7am). And logically at 1am I'd be having my dinner, so usually I'd have like a craving, like, for McDelivery or so. After that I'd try to study till about 3/4am which I accomplished last night! But sadly I rolled about in my bed till about 5am before falling asleep D:
AHHHHHHHHHHHH.
Kbye.

2008-06-13T22:23:00.003+08:00

[panic]

OHMYGOD I NEED TO STUDY.......
I WILL MUG TONIGHT

[/panic]

HAHAHAHAHAHA
I can't tell you how retailtherapy-ed I've been. Only Jollyn knows I think :D
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Over the past week I've earned myself
(thanks to GSS in Cotton On)
*frenzy*

A neon pink grandpa-styled tee
An off-shoulder white-yellow-pink tee
A grey tank top racer back thingy
Yellow knee-length pants for dancing
Pink skinny jeans (omg!!!)
& A pink skirt

All for the low low low low low low price of.... $42.50!

& To top it off, MY DAVID&GOLIATH STUFF ARRIVED!
So in addition to the above, I earned myself...

A purple Miss Priss hoodie
A blue Miss Bitch(!) hoodie
A pink Yoga is Boring tee
A pink Swinger tee
A purple I'll Do It Cuter tee
A lemon yellow-pink wallet
A candy coloured pencilcase
A Chicks Rule brief-shaped clutch

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

*faints*

And I Zhng'ed my hair with Swarovski crystals HAHAHA

2 more days till someone's homebound :D

2008-05-29T23:52:00.003+08:00

Why, it's pretty unnerving to think that we get judged by first impressions that people make of us.
Even the other way round.
*Ponders*

I hereby give my word never to do such things anymore (pointing at my alter ego somewhat present in myself).

Sigh.

Just... Be yourself?

2008-05-28T23:06:00.003+08:00

First things first, happy birthday to Ian Chong yeeha. One of the few(?) people to actually wish me a happy sixteenth last year promptly at midnight. I'd never forget. And the many times you complained about your height and me trodding on your sprained ankle :/

May you enjoy the... Rest of the year! & not get addicted to WoW O.o

***

&&& Today had a fun workout at Studiowu with Leoooh and Dicky :D Yay dance FTW.

***

Next, I shall be like every other irritating twit blogger and say
I miss BFTBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB
cos he's away at camp and I really do miss him :/

Kbye.

2008-05-27T20:51:00.007+08:00

Well hello there. I understand that this is an immensly overdue post :/ BUT I FEEL LIKE PUKINGZXZSXZ but it's my fault cos I read stupid Readers' Digest on the car. But hee hee I've got milo powder at home now so yay I can make my very own Milo Dinosaur. K NUFF SAID.

ANYWAY.

Musique Pour Toujours was a successssssss yay. Almost nobody realised we screwed up No. 2 Symphony :/ annnnnnnnnndddddd Yiheng's sheng solo was great, and there were my friendly supporters ^^

TJCO's Sections!

Vicki, Jessica & Xiaoxuan ^^

Yay I got hugged!

Rejoice~

Pretty bouquet from... BFTB :D

Nice big sunflower from the girls!

Cute box'a chocs from Xiaoxuan

***

And thus marks the end of term 2, or my first term in TJC :/ It's been fast. Do think about CJC at times though, and wonder how my IG/IT mates are doing in their respective JCs.

The end of term 2 also means that our dearest J3/J5 teachers are going! Mr Lock, Mr Ho and Ms Tan. Gahhhhhhh I will miss them like crazy. And I don't think we'd ever get a better teacher than Mr Lock for GP (double boo-boo).

Awww :/

Awwwwww :/

Awwwwwwwww :/

***

Yeap and too, at the last day of term 2 was the biannual Mardi Gras!
I went as a PUCCA ^^ ^^ ^^
With a CCHMS tie =.=

Lizard Boy and his trademark Lizard face.

I got suffocated by his "Amazon Rainforest Armpits" >.<

And he strikes again.

4 out of 6 of the "JL's"
Joy Lai, Jamie Low, Jessica Law, Jana Lim
Cool huh ^^

Vickzxszxz

Dancerzxsxz

"Strikes cute pose"

***

That was certainly a memorable term :/
TJ's students are stereotyped as cheena and what not, but needless to say, I've enjoyed my term despite much stress and sleepless nights. I love TJC ^^
Sigh~ Holidays are here, loads of studying to catch up with, lest I fail my JCTs.....
I'll pull through, I promise myself.
And the only obstacle thus far has been... Myself.

Catch you later.

2008-04-30T16:28:00.005+08:00

Hahahahh my bedroom is in shambles. With strewn worksheets lying all over the floor, clothes chucked at corners and stuffed toys scattered around. Manzxszsx I want a renovated room. That's nice and pretty and zen and spacious and pinkish that looks like........ This!

Although it's not my dream bedroom, it's close.

Yeeha dad says he'll renovate the house soon but who knows, he may take ages to put zeh plan into action ):

Yay caught up with Lionel Zhu (Choo) on Monday cos he wanted to join me for Hiphop/Street Jazz classes. So yay ^^ He's tanned and skinny. And depressed ):

Gah anyway, overslept today (AGAIN), and I tellyou I seriously had NO INTENTION OF PONNING SCHOOL AGAIN ): but I went back to sleep and woke up at 2.15pm -.-
Help, I need volunteer morning alarm clocks.
Shall take the time left to, try and study :/ Sigh.

Pictures again anyway :D

This is my rabbit, Fyola who was abandoned by previous owner in a forest at Bukit Timah.

This is the guy who's WoW character is a chiobu blood elf called Fyola, whom I named my rabbit after.

Pretty caricature of a tree drawn by Jessica ^^

Another pretty caricature by the really bored artist.

***

P.S. (PI DRAFT 3 WAS ACCEPTED YAYx100)
P.P.S. (YAY YAY YAY ^^)

kthxluvubai (:

2008-04-20T20:25:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA OMG I AM THE ULTIMATUM.
Sorryzxszxzs for the super long hiatus :/ Can't exactly find time to, well, blog.

Anyway! East Zone concert @ VJC's ovah.
Met quite alot of people like Slai, some CCH people and Le-anne(?) who did her little J-O-Y cheer for me (:
Next stop: TJCO's concert @ SCH, 24th May!

And not to mention the following stepping stone: JCT (and we all go,"Holy Shit")

Pictures anyway. Am too lazy to type. Have to do Econs essay + study Chem >.<

CJ vs VJ! A few days back.

Me, Jana & Jamu's(missing) matching bags!

Coolest teachers ever (:

Some tofu-like squishy thingy.

Yay vandalism (:

KTHXBAI. I'm supposed to be studying. KUDOSZXZSZXS.

2008-03-24T19:01:00.005+08:00

Web of Frustration.

Sometimes, I can't help it but feel like shit. Literally.

The lone offline message on WLM pops out and stares you blankly in the face. You realise that some things that you try over and over to get through to the other side just keeps failing and daunting you, your dreams get shattered right smack in front of you, or sometimes you realise the huge mistakes you've made, and wish you could turn back time or press pause on life. And it just keeps coming back to you. In the end, you've nobody else to blame but yourself. Regrets and regrets, being unable to let go of something you held on so tightly to, or the split second when your bubble burst. Bam! It's all gone.

***

An update anyway. Parents are away on a 2 week long holiday in Switzerland/Germany & the like. It's 7.13pm and I don't hear my mum nagging at me telling me that dinner's served. Oh wait, there ain't no dinner for me today. I suppose being alone at home for a change will do me some good. I'll have time to sit down and think. And think and think and think. Or maybe update my long-hiatused blog. Sigh.

Life in TJC's been, well, good. Lovely class, lovely classmates (most of them anyway), lovely tutors (but sucky lecturers). The workload's starting to build up. Just when we finished worrying about O Levels, A Levels draw nearer and nearer. 2 years, ain't a very long time. I miss being in secondary school (even though I've said this a gazillion times, yes).

***

4IT'07, best class ever.

Seoul Garden Lunch Buffet = $11.99 ++
Total spent on 4IT = $xxx.xx
Look on Bano's face = Priceless

Bano = Priceless (Take 2)

Pretty Ladies

They're the life of the class.

***

Alright since Blogger won't let me upload more pictures, that's it for today. Will upload Jacques (My Idol) and company's photos, plus my new... Nephew's(?) pictures. Good luck, have fun.

2008-03-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

Quote from Ian, "Lulwut..?"

Lulwut is right indeed. I stare at TJC's Chemistry notes and go,"Lulwut..?". Rofl one would expect a better JC to have better standards of notes, but apparently not(?). I kinda preferred CJC's underrated Economics notes (where each section had a proper divider and heading, compared to the pathetic bundle of paper I have right now), and I hate TJC's lousy stack of Chemistry notes where we buy at a terribad price, and probably are not put to good use due to the many BLANKS to fill in that they left for us second intakers, whom they probably don't give a fecking shit about. Oh? Make up lessons? Yay. But they go ahead and conduct some morale downgrading test on weirdshit topics like Atomic Structures. And to top it off, the notes don't even help. Tutorials don't have answers in brackets for us. Excuse me, would you rather a student know that what he/she did is wrong, or leave his/her head dwindling about the noose just right before they divulge the platform beneath thy legs? Me wasting time racking my brains and wondering whether my workings were correct would be an understatement. Furthermore the examples covered in the notes do NOT give us a fecking clue about how we're supposed to address the question. Am just irritated at the fact that people TRY to study but end up wasting their time due to lack of proper study materials. Thank you Brian F for being my "tutor" (:

Anyway, on the brighter side, I've got a kickass GP tutor, a nice Bio tutor, and a really cool bunch of classmates that make me rofl :D And who sabo-ed me into becoming CG rep, although I don't mind cuz our class's cool!

Thank you TJC for accepting me but screw you for not accepting my academic appeal. I'm grateful, yes, but 9 points? Lulwut.

2008-02-21T21:40:00.004+08:00

Hello! JAE has started already. Was posted to SAJC, but TJC accepted me with academic appeal + CO (: And somehow I don't regret it cuz TJC's orientation is like, good. The people there are very very friendly (and not dead). Went for the first day of SAJC's orientation. The campus is nice but kinda small if you look at it without the track. There was Darren, Thomas, Tim, Zhaopeng, Jar, and so on... Sedated OGM's so turned out to be quite boring thus we left halfway after lunch =P

The one & only picture I took in SAJC.
I think Tim looks cool & I look like a tart.
LYCHEE ICE MUAHAHA.

CJC was better actually. Livelier atmosphere, friendlier people, much better mass dance, and much better planning of interactive games. Or maybe I've got the wrong impression due to orientation part two's being less lively than part one's.

Anyway, I got the call that I'd been accepted into TJC on that day itself, and was told to report there at 7am to collect some withdrawal forms to give to SAJC. Today, my dad being the champion he is, dropped me halfway in the middle of Bedok South road due to "Traffic too heavy lah!", telling me to walk the rest of the distance myself. Well done. Of course I didn't walk. I hopped onto a bus 12 (: and thought of sms-ing someone. Scrambled in bag for phone... realizing that I left it at home. Fretted for awhile, and then finally let it go, thinking that I could survive without a phone for a day. Yet you feel like a part of you is kinda lost.

Swarm of unfamilliar faces in TJC, except for a number of CCH people that I randomly wave at. Ain't too bad! Grabbed the form and took an uber long hour bus 31 ride back to SAJC where I had to scale mountains and hike over valleys just to reach the entrance. Submitted, and yay cabbed back to TJC where I joined OG9, Zephon! (: (: (: Junlin was there too! Spotted Yiheng, Chengfeng, Zongye, loads of others from CCH. Pity I didn't bring my phone. Would've had loads of pictures to take, w the enthusiastic OGM's and all! Had some amazing race thingaling at Bedok area, and it was fun occupying the entire upper deck of SBS buses, and much to the drivers' annoyance, taking a hell load of time to get off the bus. Had lunch, went back to school and we skipped some star folding thingy, where Junlin and a few others showed me around the school, which actually is pretty big and spacious. The library too is very nicely designed! Although I got chased out for wearing shorts.

&&&Then Mass Dance! The Sweet Escape, lalalala. Could catch up to the SClub7 dance + the cute aggog dance, to my relief. Rahahah turns out we'll be having Mass Dance round the fountain of wealth tmrw. Hahahah everything's so super fun especially the cheers. And the enthusiasm, you can just feel it in the air. Crashers from all other JC's were there too! Enjoying themselves may I add (:

Yay okay end of a very unexpected day! Tribute to CJC for accepting me even though I was their last choice. It wasn't terribad as I expected, except for the horrible T-Virus like rashes from all the mud. Besides that, it gave me a really fun orientation that's comparable to TJC's, plus a really nice mass dance, and early morning devotions that I miss (in St Hilda's Primary). I'll miss the food and the oreo blended ice and Mr Ho who I luv to joke about. And all those in IG02 & 1T24! Aw. Some pictures anyway.

This is Fabian & Jaslin
Fabian's an idiot who luvs throwing frisbees out the window.

Kick Tom, the HTC!

CHIJ Convent Model Student.

Actually, Poseur Model Student (:

Trying to be fakely "Shu Nu" in PLMGS uniform.

Cheers to 1t24!
My last dinner with them.

2008-02-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

Say Hello to your Daddy!
Today is tha official Mass Pon School Day (:

And yesterday was CNY clothes shopping day! Went with Darren, Brian F, Ian, MC, Chester.
Far East Plaza = Best variety at reasonable prices. Imagine pretty shoes going for 10 dollars...!?

CNY List
Black MaryJane Pumps
White Pointy Pumps
White Halterneck with Embroidery
Black & Silver Babydoll-ish Top with Sequins
Silver Belt with a studded Butterfly
3 pairs of Earrings
Black Bangle
2 Necklaces
A Bag

The bag was a super steal for $27, from Zinc! Hahaha imagine you getting ready to pay $45 for a bag, when the salesperson comes up to you and says, "There is a 40% discount for this design, so you'll only have to pay $27!". Oh, Joy. It's a white sling/carry tote for school that I hope'll last me for quite some time!

Anyway, haven't gotten any bottoms so far, but I'll pop by Peninsula Plaza someday to get 1 or 2 pairs of skinnies (may wanna buy the half-coloured ones or the outrageously coloured ones)! $19 bucks, what a steal again. Pity those guys buying denims at $70 =P

***

&&& So we all decided to nicely skip school today to watch movies at Ian's grand palace :D

Went back to CCH today, walked around abit. Met Shiang! After so long! Had nice chat, managed to catch up quite abit. Thereafter I went to take away some yummilicious Jap food (I really miss CCHMS's canteen food, especially the fries with mushroom sauce, the Jap food and the ba chor mee).

Got tortured by Jae in Ian's place T-T She was using some mechanical hand to poke my butt and my arms, and pulling my hair with it. Oh yes, got dirty socks flung at my head too. Sigh. Hahaha kids these days do find weird hobbies (torturing their siblings' friends in this case) to amuse themselves. Got tortured (again) in the evening. The cute horror went round pinching my butt and poking me in the ribs, forcing me to ride her around like a horse, and taking my hair as the reins -.-" My spine died like crazy, and the pathetic me got caught on tape by Brian.

Watched Forrest Gump, a very touching show about how a guy with an IQ of 75, who runs like the wind made it big, even with the simple mind of his, and a very innocent yet positive outlook of life. Sometimes I wonder how it feels being a little bit less clever but a whole lot happier.

Had Pizza Hut delivery, and the Prosperity Pizza turned out delicous! Haha that tangy taste of lime and cheese topped with sweet roasted pork and floss. That's my new favourite together with the Hawaiian (: Left halfway through the show Saving Private Ryan which was about the war between America and Germany. Very gory. Very sad.

Cabbed home, and here I am! Which kinda reminds me of the Delirious song. Which also makes me miss church ): Maybe I'll go to NewCreation this weekend!

Haha, alright, going off for the moment. Good luck, have fun :D

2008-01-28T14:43:00.000+08:00

Imma school skipper :DDDDD

Pictures taken in CJ uploaded anyway.

***

1T24, my class (:

Meet Bob, the class hamster for a few days.

Jacques lookalike, no?

Rowmates Cherie & Shiu An.

Tablemate, Nathanael!

Lecture Theatre, Biology I think..?

IG02 mate, Celine!

Jeremy, Mountain Dew guy.

Junkai, who's supposedly not photogenic.

***

Ho yes and the pictures of fooooood muahaha.
Take 1: Zhaopeng's birthday dinner at Sakae Teppanyaki.

Yoohoo, Chef.

The prettiest Chawanmushi ever.

Mine, mine, MINE!!!

Take 2: $40 buffet brunch at Swissotel, Equinox.

70th storey...

With a magnificent view of Marina Bay...

And not to mention, food to die for...!!!

Some scallop which I accidentally dropped.

Melt-in-your-mouth Foie Gras. Pan fried.

Zeh array of deserts. I took em all (:
Top: Maple Creme Brulee, Hazelnut Mousse Cake, Layered Apricot Cake
Bottom: Fruit Jelly with Chocolate Mousse, Lime Jelly with Coconut Mousse, Strawberry Consomme

Gorgeous!

Chocolate Fondue, before.

Chocolate Fondue, after.

Grandma fascinated by the scenery.

***

The little things that keep me happy.

My pretty sister whom I miss very much (:

Ian, the King!

Darren, who makes us both look retarded.

And there's Lionel.
Who thinks he's Mu Lao Hu version 2.

That someone to hug,

Even if he's of the same gender.

And the two best people to sit next to! (:

Which makes me start to miss 4IT all over again T-T
Will be going back to CCHMS tmrw to collect my Liuqin, so that I can prepare for the backup plan of appealing to TJC through CO lest I don't get in with 7 points.

I've filled up my JAE form, and the application will be closing in 20 minutes. Hope I didn't make the wrong choices. Do wish me luck in getting posted to TJ!

2008-01-27T13:45:00.000+08:00

'Ve been wanting to blog for awhile but just didn't seem to have the time. Anyway, 24th January came and went. Can't believe we've already started college for a month now. Time really flies. Heh but I still dearly miss the holiday after the O's. Sounds so distant now. I really miss studying in CCHMS! And the canteen food, the teachers, flag raising, assembly etc.

***

What I see when I get off my Dad's car.

The first thing I see before I walk into my class.

And then I see the messy alignments of tables to my right.

The few guys hanging around Zhanhong's table

Not forgetting our lovely toilets and water dispensors!

Kids scrambling down for flagraising while William Tell plays on, and Mr Chua muttering into the microphones.

The lovely, crammed LT1.

Cute buggers falling asleep during lessons.

Oh yes, the girls :D

***

Am currently being stuck in a dilemma. Actually, not really.. I've supposedly made up my mind to proceed on to TJC for college, yet the bitterness still remains inside me that people with 9 points like me actually get to go to VJC. Yet all I've got to blame is myself, for not taking HCL, or for not doing well for prelims. Or we all can just blame Cambridge for the B3 in AMaths, and the A2 in Combined Humanities which were both supposed to be A1s.

Sigh I know I'm being extremely annoying, moaning and whining with self-pity. But it's like your float burst, and you're left to sink into the depths of the icy ocean, alone.

Maybe I should be happy that I didn't get a 10 onwards. Or maybe I should continue being a whine due to 3 extra points.. Somehow, being pessimistically optimistic sounds better. Temporary reliefs are nice, but once you're left alone, negativity overwhelms you.

But there's a bright side to going to TJC. I suppose I could save 15 minutes journeying to and from home. And I suppose it's not so bad seeing that Jollyn and Zhaopeng will be there too.. At least there're familiar faces.

***

Anyway, I wanna post up the pictures taken on the pre & post O Level Result Collection get togethers at Darren's place, but it's all in the camera, and I don't have Microsoft Picture Manager/Adobe Photoshop, so I can't resize them, seeing that Blogger will take forever to host 5 megapixel-ed pictures. Rockband's fun! Also the drum set gives you something to vent your anger on. At least it's better than watching 3D orcs and elves battle it out with a monster 100 (literally) times their size, dying in the process. Oh, and pool still owns =P

Goodbye, Catholic Junior College. I had a memorable (although the memories weren't always good ones) few weeks studying there, with new accquaintances and all. Thanks for the memories, no doubt. I will remember the fried fish and the terrible rash I got there due to rolling in mud with earthworms. The scars will remain on my pretty legs. Sob.

And goodbye for now. I hope my blog doesn't die. I'll promise to be back soon!

2008-01-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

HELLO I was browsing my ex-classmate's blogs and I came across this quiz in June's blog! Shall do it since I ain't got nothing to post :/

Quizzy~

(001) Your gender: Female
(002) Straight/gay/bi?: Straight
(003) Single?: Uhhuh.
(004) Want to be?: Doctor :/ But then again i'd probably drop your heart during an op, so...
(005) Age?: 16 going 17~
(006) Age you wish you were: 16 forever (:
(007) The color of your eyes: Dark brown?
(008) Piercings: 6 on ears, 1 on somewhere else.
(009) Tattoos: On my heart =P

DO YOU...
(010) Smoke: Nah no way..
(011) Read the newspaper: Urban & Life!
(012) Talk to strangers who IM you: I... Ignore them =P
(013) Take walks in the rain: If it happens to rain while I'm walking..
(014) Drive: Not yet!

HAVE YOU EVER...
(015) Been out of the country: Yep!
(016) Done drugs: Neh.
(017) Gone skinny dipping: Neh.
(018) Had a surgery: Neh.
(019) Ran away from home: Am tempted to sometimes, but nope.
(020) Played strip poker: Nah.
(021) Gotten beat up: Nah. I'm so luvvable =P
(022) Been on stage: Uhhuh.
(023) Slept outdoors: Yeah, OBS, super chilly.
(024) Pulled an all-nighter: -.-
(025) Talked on the phone all night: I suppose!
(026) Slept all day: Yes!
(027) Killed someone: If I had I'd probably be in jail.
(028) Been betrayed: Kinda too strong a word.
(029) Broken the law: =P
(030) Been on radio/tv: I don't know..
(031) Had a nervous breakdown: I think so?
(032) Had a dream that kept coming back: Not really..
(033) Favorite music: Hip-hoppzie.
(034) Wear hats: Sometimes. Berets (:
(035) Judged other people by their clothing: I think I do sometimes :/
(036) Are you trendy: Hopefully!

LAST PERSON...
(037) That you laughed at: Uh... I don't know her name.
(038) That laughed at you: I don't know too =P
(039) That you went shopping with : IG02!
(040) To disappoint you: =P Secret.
(041) To make you cry: Secret.
(042) To brighten up your day: Foooooo~
(043) You saw a movie with: I think it was with Ivan.Y, Liang and company.
(044) You talked to on the phone: Mum
(045) Your best friend(s): Darren (:
(046) Last person to make you Smile: =P
(047)Last person to make you Laugh: =P
(048) Last time you Cried: Saturday

***

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back, got a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything I do

2008-01-02T17:37:00.000+08:00

Happy 2008....... &
I'm back from Taiwan!!!
Bought truckloads of stuff (nah not really truckloads) & the stuff there are so so so so so cheap + loads of variety!!! & the scenery is so so so so nice too! Plus the weather is like super chilly and windy hehe. Say hello to teeth-chattering moments, and your fingers getting icy cold. Zomgggg I miss the weather there~

***

Anyway, turns out that it's too late for me to try and xfer to TPJC for first 6 weeks. Bah. I'm stuck in stupid CJC which I most probably won't be going on account of the distance between the JC and my home, the really kaopeh sounding letter I received from them, the fact that I don't know any-freaking-body from CCH going there, and also the "me not knowing any-freaking-thing about that JC, what it looks like and so on". Gah. I feel so lonely being stuck at home to stone while everyone I know goes and have fun in JC. Boo.

***

Teen Creed

Don't let your parents down,
They brought you up.

Be humble enough to obey,
You may give orders someday.

Choose your companions with care,
You become what they are.

Guard your thoughts,
What you think, you are.

Choose only a date
Who would make a good mate.

Be master of your habits,
Or they will master you.

Dont' be a show off when you drive,
Drive with safety and arrive.

Don't let the crowd pressure you,
Stand for something or you'll fall for anything.

2007-12-08T23:47:00.000+08:00

Ahhh omg, having holidays but being stuck at home while you're at it sucks.

Does anyone have a job that pays about $6 per hour to recommend me? I'm kinda desperate at the moment hehe :/

One more thing, having a lappie totally changes your sleep cycle. My normal holiday sleep routine of sleeping at about 12am and waking up at about 11am the next morning has been drastically changed to sleeping at 5 am and waking up at 3 pm -.-

I ~~want want want want~~ need need need need a job. Help meeeeee D:

2007-12-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

Presenting....

Thy long overdue post of the year!

***

Hello everyone haha haha I'm back (alive) and kicking! The past few weeks of holidays flew past like nobody's business. Loads of happenings included: My dear sister's wedding, the End of O Levels, a sucky graduation day, CCHMS Prom Nite 2007 @ Gotham Penthouse, &&& the death of my desktop followed by the birth of my laptop (:

Pictures, pictures..!

(Part 1, Wedding)
Sorry but the full pictures of it are not out yet, so here are some random ones first hehe.

Artistic portrayal of the wedding cake.

Pretty flowers arranged on every table.

Hello, sister (:

Some snapshot.

I like I like (:

(Part 2, Prom '07)
Pictures with GFs will be uploaded later when I get em!

Hello Mr Funky Ivan!

Mwahahahah Clarke Quay

Yet another Ivan (:

Are we cool or what?

(Part 3, 4IT's Sentosa Outing)
Not forgetting my beloved Integrity buddies (:

Little Mr Shy (Wee Ming)

Kewl Volleyballer cum Coffeeshop Uncle

Gasp! What a nice Christmas Treeeee~

`Tis the season to be jolly, falalalalalalalala!

Hellllooooo buddy.

Grinz

Emo... Not.

*Bang*

The bottom line: Lionel luvs acting cute *twistx*

(Part 4, Loveables)
Heheh my mumsies luvs surprising me with nicey wicey loveables that make me reaaaaal happy (: Thank you thank you thank you ^^

A HP Pavilion TX1222AU Lappie!

& It's a pretty tablet PC (:

Surprise! My very own Guess wallet...

&&& A Guess handbag too (for studying hard) :D

Plus a brand new set of clothes courtesy of my very own pockets, but still, I'm one happy girl~

***

Okay, and it comes to the end of the super long (picture) post after such a long hiatus :/
Do check back soon!

P.S. (Dota, anybody?)

2007-11-30T13:04:00.000+08:00

&Omg I'm so sorry for the super long hiatus. I'm back..!
With a new lappie muahahahahah.
Okay got some problems to solve at the moment over a CD disappearing overnight T-T
I'll be right back, I promise!!

2007-10-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

On a lighter note, here's a post for now. English & EMath's tmrw! I'm afraid of compre & careless mistakes. Gah.

One-word topic: Problems. Enjoy (:

On the pretext of looking at people with problems, one may just dismiss it as a shallow psychological mentality that someone is not as optimistic as he should be. However, looking at the hindsight of having problems, be it psychologically or physically, one may find out that problems may not necessarily be that of a meagre issue.

Everyone has problems. Even the person on the streets with the most jovious face has problems. It all depends on how well some handle it, or how well they mask it. A majority of adolescents cannot cope with their problems, although they may not be of serious issues. Some situations range from feeling self-consious to being worried over their studies, and the more serious ones ranging from bad experiences in a relationship to getting left out. Certain people cannot take things in their stride (credits from Darren), being entirely pessimistic and giving a negative viewpoint to everything that happens. This may lead to serious consequences when the person cannot cope with the ballistic amounts of pressure he or she feels.

“Suicide”, the tabloid screams. Why do people even think of ending their lives, ending such a wonderful collection of memorabilia? Looking at life itself, it already seems surreal that such a wonderful thing even exists, that we actually can see what our eyes see, and listen to the melodies that soothe our ears. Letting it all be over in a flash, in a split second where it all turns black hardly seems worth it. This is just one of the examples where the real impact of problems surface. Problems drive people crazy. Problems make people kill themselves. Problems have the power to make someone timid take a knife and slit her own wrist, yet enjoy herself seeing the maroon liquid gush out of her veins.

Of course, there are means to solve such serious problems, including getting help from peers, or in some cases seeking the guidance of a psychiatrist. However, in my point of view, people can cope with such stress easier if only they just look at things in a better light, and strive to learn from their mistakes rather than crying over spilt milk.

That's all for now. Kudos.

2007-10-01T21:53:00.003+08:00

Do check back, I'll be back (:
Wish me luck, people.

Thou shalt muggeth.

Little Miss Nerd

2007-09-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

Screw walking in the rain with slippers. Almost fell like 5340598029384 times. Only applies to people who don't shuffle their feet though.

***

The gale blew on, rustling the leaves of the endlessly tall palm trees. Over the horizon, the faint echo of thunder rumbled; the sky darkened as ominous clouds hovered by. Flashes of lightning streaked across the dark sky. The scent of freshly cut grass dispersed. All about, she heard only the rustling of leaves and the tingly breeze reverberating against her eardrums.

Slipping her already cold and pale feet into the pair of worn out shoes, she tied up the laces nimbly and grabbed her purse. Her cold and clammy hand frantically wandered around in the purse for the key she had found. Footsteps shuffling along the corridor, she realised that she had freed herself of that prison that kept her longing for a way out. Yet, all she felt within her was the accelerated heartbeat and that sour feeling of being afraid. She searched her mind for any hint of exhilaration, but to no avail. Adrenaline coursing through her veins, she made her way down the stairs. Each footstep she took with caution, and her heart pounded against her chest. Every tiny sound - even that of a rat scuttling by - caught her attention and caused her heart to skip a beat.

Reaching the ground floor, she scoped around as if she was being preyed upon. Quietly, she stepped onto the sidewalk. Umbrella in one hand and her only possesion - her purse - in the other, she started on her journey to freedom. Wind blowing against the umbrella, she struggled to keep it from being wrenched out of her numb hands. Tiny drops of rain fell onto her thighs and she shivered.

She let her mind wander as she walked, thinking about the past; times when she was treated well and experienced love. Love, what a foreign word. Her mind filled with the remnants of such memories, and drops of warm salty tears streamed down from her tired eyes. Clouded by the obscure thoughts, she unknowingly stepped onto the street where cars whizzed by at lightning pace.

A split second later, she felt the wind rush out of her chest, and the breath of life slipping out of her dry lips. That feeling of emptiness vanished. All she felt was warmth. Her vision grew hazy. Moments later, everything turned black. She was existent no longer. No worries, no nothing...

***

Was walking to tuition when this piece of writing popped up in my mind. Ohwell, I was bored anyway.

2007-09-25T22:39:00.001+08:00

Hello I'm back. Someone screw Prelims for me won't you? Ahhhhhh depressed..

Anyway, today Mdm Hasni was absent, so we got to leave school at 9.45am..! Went to Ian's house (Omg a super nice house that looks like some palace) where he was still half asleep. Moped around till about 11 plus, &Darren cooked his nice nice nice noodles again! Da Shao Ye refused to let me wash the dishes but I still insisted (: Left for Suntec (Halo 3 convention). Met Chester & went to collect the game. Then then then we ate Gelare...! Half price for waffles + ice cream, yum :D

Ian's Palace

Cabbed back to Darren's house after that,made him stick on the Commie Mustache, played pool (& got owned by Chester), moped around again in his room, had dinner and left, feeling a tad bit emo due to some reasons :/

Darren the Communist!

That about summarises the nice fun&laughter-filled day I had, haha (:

Birthday bash for Dyane & I on Sunday @ Meritus Mandarin Hotel, dinner! Woohoo.

***

Screw Prelims, still. Gah.
English - B4
Chinese - B3
AMaths - A1
EMaths - A2 (WTF?!?!?! Screwed up.)
Biology - B3
Chemistry - B4
Comb. Humans - C5
Geography - C6

My L1R3 is 10 already (fcuk it), and I'm ~~banking on 2 A2's for Bio&Geog for my 14 points~~. Damn. ~~Fuck the O's~~.

PLEAAAASE MODERATE SS + HISTORY, please please please please please! I'll beg you till the Earth stops spinning to raise my C5 to a B3. And yes, add 6 points across the board for Geography and Darren will be one happy kid.

2007-09-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

DARREN TURNS SIXTEEN TODAY! Happy Birthday to my amaths + everything else buddy :D

~~I'll update later on the birthday bash after I get some pictures (:~~

Make a wish!

Unwrapping presents in class

***

Pictures of my birthday surprise, courtesy of Jingyi anyway..! Thanks loads for the edits :D

2007-09-22T11:42:00.000+08:00

Okay, firstly, isn't Singapore already termed as a Developed Country, not Developing Country? So to be deemed as a Developed Country, doesn't about 85% plus minus of the population have to know how to speak or at least understand how to speak English? In this case, I beg to differ.

The best way to spoil my morning would just be about tipping massive quantities of sugar into my cup of drink. Yes, indeed, that happened. I was all alert and satisfied with my dose of chicken rice this morning, when I decided to get a drink. That irked the hell out of me. Walking up to the stall, I told the person behind the counter,"A cup of Grape italian soda please, with less sugar." She nods in consent, and proceeds to make the soda. When she gets everything ready, she starts pouring the grape flavoured liquid into the inverted cone measuring cup. Once again I reminded her that I wanted less sugar. She gave me a smile, and dumped the entire massive mound of purple liquid into the blender! And I was like @#$%&*@$*&#@*#&&$#*&@$#!

Ok, then I thought, maybe she knew what she was doing. So I took the soda. The first mouthful I took, I almost regurgitated. The horrid sugary sweet liquid whorled around my mouth like cyanide. I went home, diluted it with an equal portion of water and it was still sweet. Imagine, if that is reduced sugar, what would the normal amount of sugar make the drink taste like? Pure 100% sugar? Yuck. Also imagine what such horrendous amounts of sugar would do to your poor Pancreas and Islets of Langerhans..! Realising that, I dumped the entire cup of liquid into the sink. I'd rather waste a meagre $1.50 than kill my pancreas.

Listen people, won't ya just?

2007-09-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

....&&&&&& Happy Birthday to MEMEMEMEMEMEEE :D:D:D:D:D

Gosh it feels weird to be sixteen :/

But anyway, here's thanking my pretty girlfriends + other buddies for making my day wunderful.

In the morning there was a cake surprise and a present surprise. In the afternoon there was another cake surprise :D In the evening there was another cake surprise. Mwahahahahah :D

Alright pictures soon, fingers are feeling dumb.

Ok, I'm happy :D

2007-09-14T20:29:00.001+08:00

Don't you just loooooooove weekends..? Okay i'm gonna freewrite. I'm bored.

Ain't the feeling so fulfilling when you open the door of your home after a long day at school/work, and you inhale that lingering scent of whatever your mom cooked for dinner last night. Walking into your room, you smell that familliar whiff of detergent used to wash your squeaky clean bedsheets, and the only thing your eyes focus upon is that piece of paradise lying in front of you - your bed. The musty aroma of yesterday's air-conditioner impales you and you long to sink onto the soft covers of your bed, falling into deep sleep and dreaming about sandy beaches and a snow covered landscape.

Winter

How nice it'd be if the first thing that catches your eyes in the morning when you wake up, is snow of the purest white falling outside of your window, landing on trees nearby, and accentuating the azure sky with an aptitude of solace. You glance out of the window, and see children of barely 3 feet tall, frolicking playfully in the foot deep snow, some tripping over their little feet, others making snow angels. Stepping out of the door, the chilly atmosphere reaches your nostrils, enveloping your lungs in a fresh gust of cool air. Pulling your scarf securely around your neck, you step out onto the frost. You hear your footsteps. They are like music to the ears, that unforgettable crunch of snow upon your wellingtons, soothing the senses and invigorating the mind. The morning winter breeze blows past, running through your mane of silky hair. Your skin tingles. Everywhere your eyes glance past is covered in snow, from the mailbox of the boy next door, to the grape vineyard opposite. Romance blossoms in the heart of the season, making full use of the enchanting ambience. Christmas is approaching, and boy doesn't anyone dream of having a white christmas?

DIGRESS DIGRESS. Writers' block. I'll continue soon.

2007-09-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

Howdy, world. I'm back from a stay at Swissotel's 27th storey! The view was fantastically amazing, overlooking Marina Bay and the whole CBD including places like Esplanade, DXO, Fullerton, the Merlion, St Andrew's Cathedral *swoons*

Prelims are tmrw omg. I need to mug Chem&SS! No essays for now, catch yawl later and all the best for the damned examinations :/

Ahem ahem, someone's birthday is coming too :D

2007-09-03T21:55:00.001+08:00

Alright, since Darren hasn't dedicated a blogpost to me, I shall start by dedicating one to him!
Here it goes;

***

Darren, darren, darren. A friend who is incredibly annoying at times (when he debates with you over silly things e.g. "Why doesn't God heal amputees?!"), yet amazingly charming when you get to know him well (:

Being my dearest AMaths buddy, he never fails to make you smile by either telling you a really stupid lie (which I always stupidly believe), or by giving that cute droopy-eyed smile of his. Although I am tecnically his tutor, he always seems to be the one tutoring me :/ Which I am truly sorry about and also very thankful for his patience in knocking the theory of integration into my dead brain.

His house is one of the most fab hangouts for his mates due to his neverending collection of PC/PS/PS1/PS2/PS3/PSP/XBOX/XBOX360/Nintendo/Nintendo Wii games (you name it, he has it), and not to mention that solid green pool table by his living room. He makes the best egg-drop instant noodles (droooool) which came as a surprise, as he is just a typical adolescent boy who spends hours gaming.

Being the modest boy he is, he claims that his singing sucks, but yet he makes a great duet buddy as he has the most dreamy voice I've ever heard (in real life, not reel life). He does a superb imitation of Luciano Pavarotti's "You Raise Me Up" & I schwear he sings better than Josh Groban ^^ Singing with him is always the nicest thing cause you get to whack and tickle him when he goes out of pitch & he'll never get angry :D The other nice thing about his voice is that he's got this really cute accent that's sorta like a mixed breed of every caucasian race :/ And he does speak it really well!

In class, he sits behind me, so I always find a mirror available! Once in a while you turn round and catch him staring at his own face, moaning about a zit that appeared. Other times, he's lying half-dead on the table, refusing to wake up. And when you try, he gets up all grumpy. His hair aspiration is to have hair like Bano's, nice and spiky. I remember there was this time we tried spiking his hair, and he actually looked nice! Yet he wasn't for it and he went to wash his hair -.-

Darren's knowledge has no boundaries, and he gets alot of information from Wikipedia, which explains his knowledge of things like a girl's friend-zone, or even things like who sang what on High School Musical 2!

They say that "great minds thing alike". The day I wrote that post about friends, I saw his msn nickname. It said,"I feel friendless", just like what my post said. &He hadn't seen the post yet. Well, he's someone you really can confide in, and he even wished me a good morning the next day so that I'd feel better :D

If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then till I see you again
I'll be loving you, love me

That's the song playing when you dial his number. Hehe and technically it's also quite true (as debated by Lionel and I, because we always got there before he did, yet never gave up on him, and he only meets us when he's finished with his chores :P)

Throughout these 4 years as his friend, be it during CO or in class, I've known him as a really great buddy who'd stick up for you when you get confronted by teachers, and someone who would always cheer you up. I'd love this post to go on and on but the thing is, there are too many things to write! Well, to Darren (if you're reading this), I've really enjoyed being your friend! And I'll totally miss you and your debates when we graduate :/

***

Yay, there we go :D Now he owes me a dedication ^^

Going back to school for Biology revision, see you people around!

Oh crap I was supposed to be mugging :/

2007-08-31T20:50:00.001+08:00

Ok hello. I know I'm supposed to be studying EHistory but I kinda feel like writing. Anyway, here goes;

***

I feel friendless. Okay maybe not meaning that I've got absolutely no friends, or not that everyone in this entire world is my enemy, but sometimes I get this feeling that nobody(with the exception of my parents) actually realises that I exist.

What if tomorrow I suddenly dropped dead on my own accord. Would anyone notice me absent? Would anyone try calling me at home just to find out how I am? Would anyone even notice my empty desk in school, or the lack of my presence? Maybe some would, but how many actually even care? I just seem to be blending into the background; just a silhouette that flashed past them. How many people cross your path in your life? How many have made an imprint on that path, and how many do you actually remember? Are all those people just people that you know, and forget?

A few days back I was walking back home when I walked pass this girl. I saw her from afar immediately I recognised that face. One of the many people that I shared my childhood with, back then when my friends still referred to me as "Joy Joy". I cannot remember when it was - either kindergarten or lower primary, yet still I noticed that familliar look, that familliar smile. Denise, that was her name. She may not have recognised me, yet still I felt warmed that somehow I happened to cross her path that day.

Sometimes I wonder, ten, or even twenty years down the road, would I still be in contact with the friends whom I've shared so many happy moments of my life with? On a trip back to my primary school earlier this day, I met up with a few friends. I was glad to see them, yet disappointed that my 4 other close friends in Primary 6 were not back to visit. We're all leading different lives, walking down different paths. Wouldn't it be great to have a reunion, and catch up on all the gossip we've lost out on? I still vividly recall the memories with them, as children, barely 5 feet tall, skivvying out of classes and hanging out in the toilet; or even jostling up the temporary staircase to our classes, making a din as our feet trampled on the rough metal surface. Going to each others' houses and baking Blues Clues cookies for our teachers on Teachers' Day.

A friend, as defined in the dictionary, is someone whom you know and like, and enjoy spending time with. Yet to me, a friend is much more than that. A friend shouldn't be someone whom you get to know for a few years of your life, then forgetting him/her. A friend shouldn't be just a random person crossing your path. They say that "Friendships last Forever". I beg to differ. To find a friend - a true friend - who acknowledges your existence, and actually gets along well with you is hard to find. A friend who would stay your friend for the rest of your lifetime is even more rare - even rarer than the rarest of treasures.

I'd love to find such a friend. It saddens me that the people whom I was once close with aren't even in contact with me anymore, and it saddens me further still, that life's like that. Friends never (please prove me wrong) last forever.

***

Sorry, I'm not trying to be emotional. I was just pondering over such issues, and everything just poured out. Anyway, hope you people give this some thought.

2007-08-29T17:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO I'm in Darren's house! He's playing his BioShock and Bano & Lionel are just chilling.

Chinese Prelims were today. It was alright I guess. Darren's forcing me to listen to Everyday by Troy and Gabriella. Ohwell.

I'll post later :) His computer's kinda laggy.

***

I'm back again! But this time I'm at my own house :D The three stars you see above are credit to Darren, who loves using it in his essays for added drama. Anyway, I shall start following Darren and make an essay blog, so here's an essay for you. No cheem words but still... Pleasing.

***

One-word topic, Discursive Essay on Argument.

Arguments may not necessarily be over things of importance. When one uses the word “argue”, an image of two people squabbling over things of no importance is conjured. Misunderstandings are perceived. The extent of an argument may depend on what is being argued, be it petty quarrels or even arguing over simple decisions.

The idea of having an argument with someone may appear shocking and infuriating and yet, when analysed in depth, people actually argue all the time! Walk to the nearest coffee shop down the road and take a peek at those people watching late night soccer matches, arguing unnecessarily over their bets. And look at those teenage couples having heated arguments about the tiniest misunderstandings like, “Why didn’t you call me?” These quarrels cannot be classified generally under matters of importance, yet they are important because we need to protect our own turf and our egos are at stake.

However, the question is, why do arguments occur since they are usually over such trivial matters? In today’s society, people have matured in such a way that they think what they say is always the best option, and that they are always right. When two of such people coincidentally start debating over simple things, each will definitely want his or her own way, and an argument over why their option should be picked would occur. In other instances, arguments occur when a child tries to reason with his or her parents for rights and privileges. Some parents are lenient, and give in, while others take a no-nonsense approach, and no matter what the child says, they will not budge. This leads to the child arguing with the parent as the child feels he is being unfairly treated, while the parents think they have their children’s best interest at heart. And thus, the generation gap appears.

In conclusion, my argument is that arguments develop over matters of little importance and when I ponder over it, I laugh!

***

Uh, okay that's it. Biology practical tomorrow!~ I need all the luck I can get :)

Love me or hate me it's still an obsession
Love me or hate me that is the question
If you love me then, thank you
If you hate me then, ~~fuck~~ you

2007-08-19T17:37:00.001+08:00

Yay I love my teeth yay I love my teeth yay I love my teeth YAY I LOVE MY TEETH!

Haha pardon me but it's been some time since I could eat properly without getting any food stuck in those metal things glued on my teeth. And some time since I could walk past a magnet without being "attracted" to it (ha ha just joking).

And yay, they're gone for goooooood. Retainers will be in next week, but they're totally transparent muahahahahah.

Pictures anyway. Study date with supposedly "study group", only others didn't turn up.

Ain't she a greedy girl?

Picture in a picture.

I know I look ridiculous, but I still like my teeeeth :D

Classique. Magnifique. Whatevque.

New dress(top?) from RiverIsland.

Bye, O Level English Oral's on Tuesday.

2007-08-10T12:28:00.000+08:00

Ditto Cross Country. Missed top 10 by 2 positions. Ahhhhhh!~ At least we got 3rd for Team award anyway!

Anyway, Happy Birthday Singapore! Didn't watch NDP cause I was busy playing The Sims 2!

Pictures though!

A United 4 Integrity 2007 :D

I LOVE SG!~

Auntykiller Alert!

What a nice pose...

@The Cathay

Qingwei asked me to put this up, ohwell.

Bano looks like a girl here!

Rawr!~

2007-07-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

My first shot at getting a... Shot.

My very own Peugeot Convertible :D

Hair experimentzs.

One-eyed Jack. I mean, Jill.

Oh La La Laaa~

Okey today was CCA Day. Uhm, twas nice getting dismissed early for a change..

Ack the week seems so busy now. Tests here, tests there. Tuition homework to rush here, tuition homework to rush there. Grrr, I need a weekend. Yes, even at the mere beginning of the week, I wonder how I manage to slug it out. And surprisingly the week passes surreptitiously fast. In the blink of an eye, the weekend's here again. But no matter how hard one tries to really sit down and surrender all 100% of your mind to your textbook, there just isn't that willingness. Most of the time it's just giving in to the chiding and cajoling of our parents. I don't feel that immense pressure yet. Shit (?) As some one's msn nickname states: 91 more days to O levels. Wake up, Joy, wake up.

Gah, at least there are still jolly people around me that don't mind my random craziness, allowing me to mess with their hair. Zohwell. I think what's going thru my head now is whether my Sims 2 uTorrent file will work. (Ahoy, Queen of Piracy)

Kbye.

Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

2007-07-27T21:15:00.001+08:00

I seem to be obsessing with this shape. Somehow or other, I always pick up Edwin's pen and doodle it onto my left arm. Looks nice for a tattoo huh? My mum sez the bottom looks like... Nevermind.

Haha Pokemon craze's back! But this time not on GameBoys, but on our very own hand phones. I don't get it, I don't get it! What's so fun about having some miniature guy walk around town, and bumping into stray animals ever second or so. And the screen's so small you practically have to squint to see what's going on. Also, for unlucky Nokia phone users, the game is fur-rea-king laggy and there's nothing you can do about it. Ohhhhhhhwell.

Yay, I'm so looking forward to Prelims, which is in one month! Not. With the amount of stuff I have to go through, and knowing that the TJC cutoff for first three months is like, 7 points, I'm so not looking forward to it. And not looking forward to the dreaded O's. But I'm so looking forward to End of O's. Yah thats where all the fun begins!!!! There's so many things I wanna do!! For example, go on a holiday to Europe/France with Kleff who Loves Juicy Mushrooms (Kleff, Lionel, Joy, Meng). And, learn Reggae and OSchool. And suntan. And shop. And club. And have chalets. And BBQs. And work. And get money. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Fancy me thinking about the long break even before the uphill climb.

And I'm so effing irritated by people who randomly add you on MSN (those who find you on friendster), start talking crap with you, and shit. And when you say you don't wanna meet them, they say, "Okay then, Bye." and go offline -.-

Yay, longest post in decades. Some pictures anyway.

The Four Kangle's

Spastic

Bano acting punk

Transformers :D

Spastic photo of me -.-

Okay uh, since prelims are like a month away, I shall be a good girl and study. And so should all Sec 4s. Sigh. Honeymoon days are over. Time for the mugathon.

And you'll be seeing me w/o braces soon :DDDDDDDD

Goodbye for now.

2007-07-11T15:58:00.000+08:00

"Hello. I am annoying."

Raaaaaaaaaaaaar my blog is dead. Past few days at school have been crazy.
Oh, ain't it so nice to be crazy?

Haha HP5 the movie's out! And omg, 30second kissing sceneeeee >.< Too bad can't watch it on Friday. Got to tannnnnnn :D

Prelim Oral is tmrwww, better go practice reading to my wall. And look through integration notes cause I know nuts about it. Sigh.

2007-07-04T22:34:00.001+08:00

Zomg I've missed my blog!~!

What with the sudden urge for my dad to send the computer to repairs. Even now I am using the internet without his permission, cause I ain't allowed to due to the Norton Antivirus being expired -.-

Okay I miss my fringe too. My new nickname is Cleopatra. Ick.

Whatever, whatever, fringe grows fast :)

And I proclaim myself dead for O Level Chinese Oraaaaal.

2007-06-24T15:16:00.000+08:00

%, school starts tmrw. Goodbye, pretty nails. I'll miss you like crazy.

Some random photos taken during the holidays.

And holy s___, it's raining, yet sweltering hot. Sigh, can't the day get any worse?! I still want to sleep late in bed tmrwwwwwwww D:

Nevermind, at least i'll see my friends again :D

P.S. I've got a crapload of holiday homework left to do.

2007-06-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

I schwear I will never ever ever ever touch Absolut ever again. At least not until O's are over. Omg, the mere taste of it (or thought of it rather) makes me want to throw up again. And any liquid I drink now reminds me horribly of Vodka. Especially Coke. Urrrrghhhhh.

Hangovers suck. But I like my nails Hahahahahaha. And my pretty phone. Hahahahahaha.

Sorry to all who had to clean up after me >.<

2007-06-15T12:00:00.000+08:00

Yay, hotel stay later. I've been dying to get my butt out of this house.

Muahaha. My current obsession: Granado Espada :DDDDDD
The graphics are SOOOOO pretty! For you freaks out there obsessed about hot babes with big booby traps, play GE. Omg why am I promoting GE -.-

Fine, I've got tons of HW to complete before going. Goodbye and I'll be back ^^

2007-06-10T13:39:00.000+08:00

Yay, yours truly went shopping :D
Met Hua at 11am, went to LJS at Far East Plaza to study leh! I managed to do one Chem TYS paper plus another section A of another paper muahahah. Surprisingly we studied! I feel fulfiled :)
Then decided to comb the entire B1, and I bought a black (yeah I know, again) top, 2 necklaces, and a white bangle. Nyahahah then we were rushing about for time, so we chionged to Bugis Street, where we bought nice fat belts! And I got a pair of denim shorts tooo!
However, mom called me and I had to go home after that. Fat chance. Ughhhhhh it shortened my spreeing trip :(
Omg and we're prolly gonna do it on Monday again :D But this time without much shopping, just studying. Heee i'mma good girl ^^

Saturday was spent slacking at home in the morning, and I met Mel for church at Hall 1, and damn, had to walk like 2km from the MRT station to get there. But then again, it was worth it :D I love P&W lalalalalalala.

Okay bye I shall indulge in some O2Jam for the moment.

2007-06-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

Today I live up to my msn nickname of being...

"In dire need of hardcore spreeing."

But tomorrow it'll hopefully subside :D Met Shiang today at Whitesands, had a nice chat and pretty much walked around. Got a dress for a real good bargain of $10.95. But heck, the morning was spent doing Chemistry TYS alright? Holiday homework amounts up to a massive pile, and you can hardly see me under that pile of worksheets (they probably had to kill a tree to print those worksheets for us), in almost every subject possible.

See? When a girl's been cooped up at home for a few days, she goes totally crazy. And for that inference you can ask Roger as your evidence. Apparently I was spamming him with streams and streams of profound English that scared the hell out o' him.

Tomorrow's gonna help me satisfy my desire of spreeeeeeeeeeeeeing, hehe hehe I can hardly wait. But it comes with a price: Doing some homework before the shopping starts.

Ditto, it's still worth it. Toodles.

2007-06-05T12:19:00.000+08:00

Life kinda bores me (?)
That was the first thing that popped into my mind. Why? Cause everyday, there always seems to be something that makes you scurry about, and get yourself busy with, but when you try and have a day off to relax, there seems to be nothing to do, and it's often associated with the typical Singaporean slang, "Sian". And that just makes you wanna do something even more. The computer, referred to by many as one's favourite past-time object, bores me too. What's more than just having the Internet? Online games are a pain, and even more of a pain to download. Msn's alright, but everyone truly is missing in action. Maybe the point of this whole June Holidays was for us to study. But study's a pain too.
Why is everything such a pain?

2007-06-03T20:11:00.001+08:00

Hellllllllo i'm happy Hollydaying :D
Today was a mini shopping spree day, got 4 tops, a cap, and fake Dior shades muahahah.
Okay, internet fee is S$1 per 10 min and my time is almost up.
Rawr, gotta go :D I'll be baaaack.

2007-05-31T12:40:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for days! Chinese O's sucked, by the way.

First, some pictures :D

Me, Peiqi.

Lionel, Me, Mavis, Yanling, Peiqi, Zealous :)

Hehe okay let the pictures do the talking.

I'll be leaving for Batam tomorrowww, don't miss me! I'll go shoppppping (hopefully) :D

Kbye, I'll be a good girl and do Chemistry TYS.

2007-05-27T14:18:00.000+08:00

ZOMGWTF Chinese O's are freaking tomorrow.

Wish me luck, blogders :)

2007-05-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

Damnit my results aren't good (neither are they great) they're just averaaaageeee. And up to the point that parents have got something to scold you about. Look at those having 12 points for L1R5 or so, and me having a lousay 23!~

Speaking of numbers, I took my 5 Items for NAPFA today cause I couldn't take it previously (due to some broken toe). And sadly I was only given the chance to do 15 inclined pull ups, thus wrecking my Perfect A score and leaving me with a lousy 29. &ing Hell!~

Oh nevermind nothing to worry 'bout. Goodbye, I'm bored.

2007-05-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

Zomg why do I feel as if i'm neglecting my dear blog!

Haha okay Saturday was a great day! Well, Saturday morning to evening actually. Evening was like s___. Finally a time where 4IT could get together as a class and do CIP :D Along with being Punk'd. We really do live up to our class slogan! Cause almost every of our group was sporting eyeliner muahah. And terrorising the HDB flats asking for old newspaper and clothes. Then hung around abit, finally touched dota again since like, 4 months? And killed gabriel and killed gabriel and killed him again :D Although I myself died like what, 15 times? (sorry lah, i'm noob)

Proceeded to church, sermon was good (about forgiving and forgetting!). Went home after that.

Aha and there's loads of Happy Couples floating on cloud 9 in our school! Esp. one of my really good friends *hint hint*.

I'm livin' mua lifeeeeee heehaahooo~ Okay not really.
Since Chinese O's are like in one week (yah mum, like as if I don't know once again).

Yay ain't life so great? Not.

2007-05-17T19:50:00.000+08:00

I'm finally BAAAACKK after a long hiatus :D
Which has been quite some time (since exam period).

Speaking about exams, debriefing is one of the worst times of our lives. It's where we get back all our sucky results:

English: 63/100
Chinese: 56/100
EMaths: 74/100
AMaths: 56/100
Chemistry: 47/100
Biology: 67/100
History: 27/50
Social Studies: 33/50
Geography: 55/100

Mom's got something to nag at me about now =(

Anyway, week before debriefs were fun :D Firstly there was Slime Party! And then CIP, which was followed by a movie marathon (2 movies actually), for the price of $9.50 due to our expert sneaking skills!

Ho okay I shall get off the computer before my mum reminds me again that Chinese O Levels are in 11 days (like as if i dont know).

2007-05-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

Okay, so i'm not continuing my hiatus. Seeing that I mixed up SS paper with Ehist paper!! Bloody %ing hell (hehe inspired by Mwel). I was totally freaking out during the half hour break in between the Chem paper and Social Studies paper.

Chemistry was a mixture between confusion carbonate and anyhow-answer acid which gave a eerie coloured precipitate that smelled horribly similar to rotten chicken eggs. Sheesh at least I managed to do em, hoping for a C6 and above, please God?

And I was stupidly asking my friends, "Why are yawl studying SS when today's the History paper?" and they were cleverly answering me, "Today's not History LAHHH.". And to think i spent my whole day at home yesterday finishing up all the chapters of Stupid History and neglecting my dearest SS!!!!~ Kay nevermind at least i spotted the correct topic during the 1/2 hour break and managed to cram stuff about Sri Lanka's conflicts between the Sinhalese and Tamils, and conflicts between the Protestant and Catholics in Northern Ireland into my already overstuffed, exploding brain. Sigh at least knew the chapters quite well.

Rah, tmr's AMaths and %ing EHistory so i'd better do well for that blurdy subject. Crapzylicious, i'm feeling so Supercalifragelisticexpielidociously screwwwed.

Kay nevermind, nevermind. Joy shall survive.
Hee and tops there's this hotel stay on saturday night at Intercontinental, which means...
I can go shopppppingggg at Bugis Streeeet~
Muahaha.

Kbye.

2007-05-01T18:22:00.000+08:00

Haven't blogged for a long time, but first, here's wishing Shiang a Happy Sweet Sixteenth Birthday~! Ahah and Melissa too :D
Everyone's turning 16, and doesn't time fly? 4 years have passed in a blink of an eye, and if you ask me, I still kinda miss 1Rp 2004. Heh but I so do not miss who I was 4 years back (sheesh).
Supposed to surprise Shiang outside her house today ley! But me mum scolded me yesterday on how I should be studying and not making birthday cards, and so I daren't ask her for fear of getting scolded again etc. Shuhua too got scolded. Sorry!!! Sigh its so hard to get studying done. God help me!
Had fun time smashing chocolate cake slices over each other and getting down and dirty while licking the oh-so-yummy cake off our fingers, along with messing up the entire concourse, causing heads to turn. Innocent people got smashed too (oopsy). Mr Tay was sitting there all the time and he never even lifted a finger to tick us off, lol.
Ahh after that went to eat dinner w the girls (bday dinner for Mwel). Hehe

Oh crap I'm supposed to be studying. Does any one have any shortcuts to doing well for EHistory? Please share with me, I beggggggg..

Kay bye I shall go mug. Hiatus till after exams.

2007-04-25T20:37:00.000+08:00

True love lasts this long.
Credits: My Sister

Isn't life such a fragile thing..? Take a look at that recent report about that 14 year old girl who got swept away in a canal. A canal that had water of a height of 70cm. Just because of a few minutes delay and reluctance to climb out of that canal for their safety, a life had to be lost. Think about the grief her mother would have to overcome on losing her only child. And she was only 14 years old.

Sigh, anyway back to my mundane life. Haha English and Chinese paper is over. Also, wishing Mr and Mrs Yeo a happy 1 month anniversary~ Ohlala. And exam's like in one week. Oh no oh no.

An account of a msn conversation with Darren as follows,

Total eclipse of the heart says:
SiGh~~~~~
Darren says:
why?
Darren says:
are you so sad?

Total eclipse of the heart says:
cause life's so fragile
Total eclipse of the heart says:
and love's so futile
Total eclipse of the heart says:
and my mom's forcing a bottle of bak foong pill down my thorax

Back soon, have to go mug for my Organic Chemistry test tomorrow (sigh).

2007-04-21T23:56:00.000+08:00

FA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA~ I got to skip NAPFA test (5 items) on friday due to a broken toenail! Which brings us back to the story on How Joy's Nail Got Broken.

The story went like that. Joy was running her 2.4km run around the school twice (bluddy effingly irritatingly tiringly long and mundane) when she felt a pain on her left big toe. And didn't care and continued running. After she finished running, she stripped (her shoes, not her clothes) and saw that her toenail had broken! And it was hanging by a few chunks of flesh and was bleeding slightly. So she sloooooooowly, excruciatingly plucked out the broken toenail, and foolishly wiped it with a 70% ethanol cloth. And that's how the story went.

So I got to skip my 5 items lalalalalalalala. Okay nway. Stupid 2.4 sucked cause I missed my target by 20 seconds and got 12.50min instead, sighhhhh. And to think I ran till I almost went out of breath and DIED, AND broke my toenail. RaWr. But at least I hit 12min~

Common tests (language) starts next monday&tuesday... AAAHHH. Okay don't panic. Kbye I'll be back.

2007-04-17T18:47:00.000+08:00

Todayyyy, 17th Apr 07 is Ben&Jerry's FREE ice-cream giveaway day :D Hehehe more about that later.
Met up with 4Rp people after schl (Phin, Zenda, Hannah, Keith, Cheeyang etc) and went to Parkway for lunch at BK! Saw Shiang at Kfc with her classmateys. Ate lunch and talked and talked and played with Jess Wong's cool phone with the swivel camera, taking candid shots of people especially Keith (hohohoho).

Kay then went back home, met Songyun on the way after her 2.4km thingy (oh no, ours is tmr..) and went back to Pasir Ris..... where we saw like this long long long queue for a free cone of B&Js (and straightaway we went and joined the queue along with waiting for a lighter downpour). The queue was oh-so-long I tell you, but it was worth it! Got an oreo cone hehehe but there were loads of other flavour (e.g. Phish Food, Strawberry Cheesecake, Chocolate Cookie Dough, Apple Kiwi Sorbet, and loads and loads and loads more) and all the stall-assistants were wearing cutesy B&J's tee that said "Free Ice-Cream!" and with a cow. Which reminds me..... "Moo."

Nyahaha walked home happily licking the Oreo Cone. Isn't B&J's simply worth craving? Yum.

Pictures from last Friday!

Yay, aren't we the cutest group of girlfriends ever? Haha!

2007-04-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th, 2007 officially is Baking Day!! And also Sports Day hehe.

Okay the day started with me waking up at 6.10am. Dad sent me to SingPost to meet class girls for breakfast. Macdonalds wasn't open yet so ate kaya toast + ice milo + 4 eggs(!) at the foodcourt downstairs. Saw some other people there too!

Took the long MRT ride to Lakeside station, met a few other people from class on the same train, what a nice coincidence! Reached, was full of CCHMS/DHS/NASS/TSS people, got up on the shuttle bus. Reached the stadium, and sat with 4Rp girls. Had nice time tanning up front with Phinsiew + cheering like crazy esp. for the 20x100 relay race ^^

Gekyin, me, Phin, Dyane. Picture courtesy of Shiang :D

When the whole thing ended, left Jurong Stadium and took the SUPER DUPER LONG Mrt ride from West to East with the girls. That took about 1 hour. Got our baking supplies and had lunch! Went to my house and it was like 4 plus, so we started baking! I don't have the pictures yet so will upload later. Had some fun time failing our first attempt cause we forgot FLOUR! Still the cookies turned out to be quite nice (like crispy chocolate wafers). Baked triple chocolate cookies and peanut butter cookies! Plus we did some cutout cookies of cutesy little things including something for Phin's mum (cause it was her birthday), and a little something for Shuhua Yeo *winks*.

Crazily attempted some human triangles/yoga positions/weird stretching buddha exercises to the horror of neighbours walking past the corridor. Have got pictures but will upload them later (they were taken by my mom/sis haha)! Ate PizzaHut delivery, courtesy of mom hehe!

Phin left, and we played a game (muahahaha). Had to pour water into a bowl and see who made it overflow, and get a penalty (oopsy), courtesy of Zenda, who also made us laugh and laugh and laugh till we cried! And we did super funny things that aren't gonna be disclosed for personal reasons muahahaha.

Then it was late, so the girls went home!

It's so great to be happy, and that's what spending time with girlfriends are for, isn't it?

Pictures later :D

Time to start mugging for MYEs, sigh!

2007-04-06T22:18:00.001+08:00

Hellooo, today's Good Friday 07. Family went down to Choa Chu Kang cemetary to "visit" my granddad and grandaunt =)

First things first. Good Friday is to commemorate the day Jesus rose. Therefore, i'd like you to meet...

Jesus himself! Say hello! Poor thing, the statue's all overgrown with liverworts and plankton (?). So nice right? Took this picture (t'was on top of a tombstonk >.<) and see how nicely it blends with the greenery behind? I think he's stretching his hands out to show Thomas that he really was Jesus (cos Thomas couldn't believe Jesus rose from the dead). Or maybe its a figment of my imagination.

Next up, say hi to Mary, Jesus's mother! Although she kinda looks like Darth Vader/Grim Reaper, but still! So pretty! Especially with all those stuff growing over the stone. Seems so vintage aye? The evening sun wasn't really shining at a right angle thus the darkened picture.

Lastly, introducing thy little angel, residing on yet another tombstone. I photoshopped it and desaturated everything but the little red rosettes. It's praying, how cute!

Okay nuff said about the cemetery visit. Back to SYF. T'was a sad day, sigh! We got gold cause the whole thing got screwed up by lack of volume, pictures anyway. 4 years in cchmsco passed in a blink of an eye! And i'm already an alumni. Ohwell.

On the bus, heading for S'pore Conference Hall

We're proud to be Liuqin-ers!

Joshua's cute, ain't he?

After the performance, on bus back to school.

Anxiously waiting for results.

Dinner at Lau Pa Sat with seniors after results.

One last picture before camera's battery died.

Nothing much to elaborate, since a picture already paints a thousand words. Only that i was practically absent for the whole week of school. Tuesday cause of SYF, Wednesday cause i just wanted to sleep, and Thursday cause i really became sick. I went to the doc and he gave me like 29857203578 pills. See for yourself.

I refuse to eat thy antibiotic cause i'll have to hustle with completing the 20 tablet course in prevention of viruses in my body mutating, which then leads to them producing genetically identical offspring who will continue living in my body and develop resistance to this particular antibiotic (Erythromycin Ethylsuccinate).

And cause of all this, i couldn't go for Sentosa outing with the CO people (which is probably the last outing). Sob. Ohwell i shall reside back into my boudoir. Happy Good Friday.

2007-03-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

$%&*@ Blogger's still screwed. The only way i get to view my blog is through the template preview. How sad.

Anyway, my current handphone game craze is... Sims 2 Mobile Edt! It's so so so so fun~ Haha but nothing like the computer version of couse. Still, it keeps me company on the lonely MRT ride home everyday. However it drains my battery life.

Yesterday i learnt a new sms language/sign/shortform thingy. XOXO actually means hugs&kisses. I didn't know before i asked Chante =.=

Okay so Nike was doing some survey on the soon to be upcoming track shoes that apparently synchronizes with the iPod nano and it'll tell you the distance covered, your heartrate etc. So cool, too bad had CO. And bloody hell i didn't collect my timed practice worksheeeeet~ Heck.

One more week to SYF! The Gold with Honours lie before our very eyes, gleaming and shimmering.

2007-03-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

I'm currently residing in darkness, staring at this computer screen with a black Biore Pore Pack on my nosie woesie. It's supposed to remove black/white heads and stuff that clog up your pores. $3.95 per 10 pack heh =.=

Blogger's screwed up. I can't view my blog when i type in the address! But nevermind, seems my cousin can still view it; others can view it too(i hope?) !

Today it rained and rained and rained and rained and rained. Yesterday it rained and rained and rained and rained and rained too. The rainy season's back again! And i have to tiptoe at every visible puddle (poodle) to prevent the icky water from flooding my holey shoes.

Twenty years down the road i'll step foot in CCHMS and say how much this school played a part in writing my future memoir : Memoirs of a ~~Geisha~~ Girl Named Joy. From being some super retarded nerdy sec 1 girl to who i am today, from blazin hot days to rainy days, from crazy woman to not-so-crazy woman, and from girl with no braces to girl with braces (but soon to be girl with no braces yet again). Ah 3+ years flew by.

Naw i'm joking about the memoir thingy. Heh but it'd be nice to write a book =O
And i shouldn't be thinking of post-graduation thoughts when i'm still not graduated +.+ But heck it's good to be forward-looking (haha said by june oh).

And cause it rained today, i managed to borrow 2 books from the library! That'd keep me entertained before i sleep heh heh. Mom bought me snacks + ham + other stuff to keep my tummy occupied too.

Maybe rainy days aren't that bad although they flood your shoes. I kind of miss rainy days come to think of it.

Oh, whatever. I shall go dissolve my head in a basin of water like efferverscence tablets and pluck out my pore pack.

2007-03-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

Omg progress report's out! I failed cheeena ley! And mua mum whacko-ed my head with her foot for that.

Rest o' subjects were alright i guess. With an L1R5 of 19. T-T

One thing's sure: Class Tests suck. They pull your marks down by a grade, even two.

PTM's on this friday, mum wants to meet teacher >.<
Pray ET/LimLeong won't say anything bad about me!

CO after school once again, ended surprisingly-sorta-early! 14 more days till 4Apr, SYF! Just 2 more weeks of jiayou-ing till the big day. Cheers to Cchmsco, though practises have been intense, guess i'd miss all the CO-ers, the liuqin room, teachers etc. after graduating :/

Oh, should start doing some homework and hopefully get to sleep earlier! ^^ Buhbye.

2007-03-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

First day of school, not bad lah! Got back social studies ha ha ha and i presume i'm not gonna fail CombiHumans! :DDDD cause i need to score just 3 marks for History to pass overall. But hopefully Hist doesn't pull me down too much. Bleh.

Rest of papers were, well, not so good. Bio was a B4, Chinese was an embarassing 19/50! My goodness how'm i gonna sit for Os.

Anyway, the day passed quite quickly lar. Except for the 2hour long assembly in the swelteringly hot school auditorium. Played a crazy game of Catching in the newblock and the girls were running around like crazy idiotsz.. And miss chantelle happily sprayed water from a hose at me, while i happily took a bottle of icy water and threw it back at her ha ha. Had choc waffles outside with them, played dai-di. Whereafter Phin's mom sent Shuhua home, and me to tampines!

Talked about choosing between JC's or Poly's. Poly seems quite interesting come to think of it! Haha gonna have to consider carefully eh? Yum. I ate smoked ducky (from Taiwan) for dinner hehehehe.

Okay back to my AMaths holiday assignment! Screw homework~ although it's good for you. But that's why we should do homework!

Toodles.

2007-03-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

Sigh, isn't "Tu Amor - RBD" the sweetest song written ever?

Mi amor I’m not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day
How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here’s the place to start

First paragraph of the song ^^

Anyway, Hol's are over, and I spent the last day of it making
mua new pinky blogskin! Plus doing a portion of the crazed
amounts of homework!! Term 2's beginning already, and the
ghost of the O levels are haunting me and telling me,
"NYAHAHA only 225 more days till the day where I get
to kill you!". But kill me or whatsoever, it's up to me to decide
my fate.

Ohwell, see you back in school for another term of long, long
lessons that seem to last forever.

2007-03-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

Rawrrr down with you, common tests. Yay so far we're done with Chemistry, Social Studies, EMaths &EHistory! Just 3 more papers to go, and it's all slacky subjects except for Bio :/ But slacky subjects does not equal doing well hehheh.

Hols are 5 days away but there's almost(?) nothing to look forward to except intensive CO practises for SYF: trying for Gold with Honours is gonna be hard work. Hopefully i won't fail my Social Studies SEQ - ain't gonna be in detention/revision/studying/Pump classes ^^

Today's History was killer - wrote full of crap for the content and full of intelligent crap for the SEQ which hopefully is gonna earn me some marks so that I'll pass Combi Humans =D Or more hopefully pass "with flying colours". Then I'll set the record for Joy's 1st time ever passing Combi Humans (naw just joking i passed before).

I'll be flying on colourful winds hopefully when I come back to school in Term 2 and receive my results slip.

Till then, folks.

2007-03-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

aw, isn't this Katherine McPhee song so nice? bryan(lau) sent it to me hehaho.

anyway, watched Borat at darren's house on friday after school, and Borat is one stupid guy. he lives in Kazakstan (sp?) and went to US to create a documentary. and he is sofa king funny and he thought that he could marry pamela anderson. and Borat is very explicit ha ha he thinks everyone is a prostitute and he gets horny from looking at mannequins displayed in the glass windows of shops. we were laughing like idiots >.< no wonder it's R21 ha ha caution for kids below 21.

common tests are tmr! i'm barely done with studying SS content, and not entirely confident of chemistry ('ve got to re-read later to revise cause i think i'll forget some things). i made ss notes for Sri Lanka and rise&fall of Venice ^^ but ohwell common tests on week10 is retarded but still at least we have the holidays to escape from horrendous result slips (hopefully not?). gah i'm sick of studying.

xams end on thurs! yay then we'll have some time to relax but not long cause we've got to prep for SYF/MYEs if not we'll seriously die.

i want to be sixteen!! isn't that such a golden age? hmm =)

guess i've cheered up a little. sigh!

2007-02-26T19:18:00.000+08:00

I'm not okay.

2007-02-22T20:23:00.000+08:00

hello! today was fulfilling.
went with DEL minus the D to eat seoul garden. cabbed to tampines mall and there were surprisingly few customers there unlike the outlet at bugis (where people have to wait 2 hours to get seated). student price after the plus-plus-plusses are $12.70, together with free flow of drinks, ice-cream earthquakes, meat, meat and meat. raw of course. with the exceptional cooked ones.
had the kimchi soup base. mmm aren't things that are hot&spicy just tooooo tantalizing for thy tastebuds?
fried like this whole big gunk(is that a word?) of beef and chicken and everything else. added one to many pieces of preserved veg into the soup base and we were gagging like little farts(um, incorrect metaphor).
amazingly, there was no food wastage. except for a prawn, 3 cockles, piece of corn and half a fishball. and we happily played with the remnants of food. like adding yam ice-cream into the soup base along with a bowl of soya sauce, coke, sprite, sugar, spice, everything yucky. and it tasted kinda great. and there was egg floating all over the soup and it tasted sorta nice. but it looked like minced meat.
oh, after that, we bought this B (name plus everything bad. ahem. b*mbo, b*tch,b*mbshell) for C. and thats that.
had tuition, learnt more about vectors (so there you go Mdm Toh) and my teacher invited me to go watch Chingay w her. surprisingly i was doing this news in class thing about Chingay today and i wrote there that i didnt know how Chingay could improve racial cohesion blablabla cause i haven't watched one yet. so muahah isnt everything so predestined?
being happier is better than being sad, agree?
muahahahah.

2007-02-19T00:16:00.000+08:00

Cny was the usual, received one less angpow =(

there's terribly no mood to celebrate?

and i am so horribly unlucky to get disfigured on the day of new year, ending up blabbing a tub of concealer on the disfiguration. muaha.

anyway. was wearing white sleeveless tee, some burberry inspired plaid skirt (like the one in the fashion gallery of audition only that its black, white and lightbrown), and boots that mom bought from taiwan for like less than 20 bucks.

guess the whole thing was pretty boring, thank goodness joshua's laptop and his o2mania saved me. had fun time making them go "you're inhuman" muahah.

ohwell, sigh. what a nice way to pass the new year..

2007-02-16T18:05:00.000+08:00

muaha cny is finally here. recently been kinda sleep-deprived, even though i sleep around 7-8 hours. and there's a terrible hassle to be able to drag myself off my comfy bed in the morn.

got loads of nice v-day presents, along with very nice pancakes & brownies blahblah, vday/friendship day is fun! get loads of sweeties and munchies muaha.

okay erm deep shit, common tests are like 2 weeks after the cny break, sigh.

later there's gonna be reunion dinner at my uncle's house, i guess it's gonna be steamboat. yummy ^^ and with abalone(?) i haven't tasted that rare thingy for ages.

sigh my blog's like so dead, i can't find the time to do anything much now..

isn't God so amazing? i've so much to be grateful for. my life's taking a turn.

2007-02-10T09:46:00.000+08:00

okay i finally got my internet running after 234958054 days. roar i think my dad changed the pw so that i cant play brainless games like audition =.= ohwell.
my blog's been dead anyway. and plus there's like a shortage of time to use the computer now that it's sec 4. tests like every week. ugh plus there's co.
ah, finally got my blogger changed to the new google dont know what thingy. and it's kinda... weird? hah okay i'm off. throat feeling kinda sickly now.
theres reunion dinner tonight. die how'm i gonna eat.
wish me luck dudes.

2007-01-19T20:33:00.000+08:00

hello. opportunities to be able to just so little as to flick the Power button on the computer have been rare. it's been a damnit busy school week. and everytime i start getting comfy with the computer, dad pops in and says i have to hang clothes. like, now. brb.

ok, hanging clothes most certainly does NOT involve hanging a 20kg king sized comforter soaked with water fresh out of the washing machine. but apparently it does involve that, in terms of my dad. blah. thank goodness the floor was just mopped today. try hanging a bedspread stuffed full of stuffing and wet, which is like 10 times bigger than you. and my appeals for help were viciously rejected. rawr.

kay anyway i just dl-ed audition, and right now the stupid patch is taking 23905890285908 years to complete.

managed to get rid of loads of wasted disc space on C drive with the C drive cleanup thingy. yar. com's still a lil slow though.

CO's tmr >.<
i'll miss you, those saturdays where i could sleep till the sun shone brightly on my big fat ass.

2007-01-07T15:20:00.000+08:00

Love is patient. Love is kind. Love isn't jealous. It doesn't sing its own praises. It isn't arrogant.

It isn't rude. It doesn't think about itself. It isn't irritable. It doesn't keep track of wrongs.

It isn't happy when injustice is done, but it is happy with the truth.

Love never stops being patient, never stops believing, never stops hoping, never gives up.

Love never fails.

1 Corinthians 13:4

That, my dears, is the real definition of Love.

2007-01-05T20:14:00.000+08:00

feels good to be back in 3/4 Integrity =) even though we're short of 3 people, the liveliness(sp?) is enjoyable.

haha but some things have changed i guess, i'm not used to just climbing up 2 storeys before/after flagraising/recess and sometimes i walk absent-mindedly and begin climbing the 3rd flight of steps only to realise that my classroom isn't on the 4th storey any more. 3RP06's no longer beside me, and i can't pop by easily in between lessons to say hi to the girls any more. shiang's in the old block and we have to meet somewhere else to go for CO/recess together.

form teacher's mrs elaine toh, isn't as fierce as expected to be? she bears with the noisyness of our class and seems to teach quite well haha. plus she gave us a milky way chocolate bar today =) mabel yee's weird, she seems overly enthusiastic, but it's pretty entertaining i guess?

ahwell, today was recruitment drive, tingkai and few other seniors came back to help us out. haha t`was a noisy occasion. i even saw a live, walking treant protector. or was that just a walking tree? and it was blocking shiangling's road so i kicked it's butt. mwahahaha, didn't see no terrorist though. maybe the security guard is finally doing his job?

hokay it's the weekend. tmrw will be meeting shiangling and weiqi, and we're going to IKEA tampines to get stuff to deco/"renovate" our liuqin room with =) i can't wait! it's gonna look so over-the-top pretty! mwahahahah.

till then!

2007-01-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hi! happy new year 07. i'm sixteen! i'm sixteen! well, unofficially.

herm, today was shopping day w mom and sister. new year w new clothes, not bad eh? haha bought 2 tops {zara having EOY cum HNY sale} and some other random stuff such as pair o shoes and leggings.

cut my hair too, cause mom asked me to. and my long hair's gone! the stylist said i should cut away my "sotong" into a bob and mom agreed so tadaa. imugly =( well, not entirely {i hope?}.

walked until everywhere ached, and plugged my mp3 into my ear while dad was nagging so t'wasnt so bad lah! haha yay school starts day after tmrw. yay plus no yay.

here's a funny new year sms i got today from my sis's phone:

May the fleas of a thousand camels infest the ass of the person who fucked up your 2006, and may his arms grow too short to scratch his ass. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

happy new year to you too. may all of the above happen. =)

2006-12-31T22:41:00.000+08:00

does anyone know how nice UHT milk tastes? haha just 1 hour and 20 minutes away from the new year, i'm slogging at home and sipping a nice tetra pack of UHT. *smacks lips*

taste the hint of saltiness as the cool liquid hits your tongue for the very first time. let the milk flow backwards down your tongue and catch that itty bit of mild sweetness, as the taste of butter dawns. find your entire mouth filled with the taste of pure cream, and finally, swallow that mouthful into your stomach {where prorennin/rennin reacts on the stuff in the milk -.- or was that in the small intestines?}

i'm bored.

5, 4, 3, 2, 1, HAPPY NEW YEAR! maybe not in Singapore, but in some country they're saying the exact numbers as i'm typing it, and counting down to their new year. cmon, the earth's so big.

went out with sister, she got a bottle of some spanish citrus wine called Sangria. and on the bottle it says, "Real Sangria". DUH it is REAL Sangria, tell me where you can find fake Sangria in a bottle and selling at $17 in NTUC. same case as the popular "Plain Flavoured Milk" advert you guys saw sometime this year. how can it be plain, yet flavoured? sis refused to get me a bottle of Bacardi Breezer in Ruby Grapefruit, even though i said i'll bribe her {bwahahaha} and even after much bugging around she still refused. ended up taking a tub of vanilla ice cream back home to mix with the Sangria.

ohwell, i guess i'll end up watching Countdown 2007 @ Vivo City on the telly.

Happy New Year 2007 to y`all in advance. school's starting in 3 days. crapload of holiday homework unfinished? Jacques is selling em cheap, so he says on his MSN nick.

HAHA. see ya.

2006-12-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

co camp rocked! sec 2s put in lots of effort in organising, and it turned out pretty well! except for some hints of un-enthuness that dont seem to have a cure?

had fun scaring the sh*t out of the juniors during the nightwalk with thy scary face cum torchlight {that reflects the metal on my braces and makes me look as if my mouth is sewed up according to some juniors} in the school hall with shiang, tinky and zhuoyi. along with the help of junhong and fred. t`was dark!

oof, 2 months of bliss staying at home {well, not really} seems to have gone with the wind. of course, there were many interesting events such as class chalet cum bbq, OBS, trips to the library, huiming's chalet, having fun in escape, planning the nightwalk, christmas @ home, CO camp, and a new year countdown coming up soon.

and oh no i havent bought my books/white shoes. ccl should get a life? or i should say cchm. ugh, i so "can't" wait for school to start. well, in some ways, yes, to see my 3IT mates and chatter all the way about jokes and stuff, and eating the canteen food -.- haha ohwell, its nerdalicious for me next year! bwahahha.

ok, back at `ya soon =)

2006-12-25T15:25:00.001+08:00

Hello, its Christmas! Merry Christmas to every blog hopping nutheads out there lalala. `Tis the season of giving. lemme give you something interesting to watch that i spotted on my sister's livejournal, which is both meaningful and funny. all around the world, lets mock Pachelbel's Canon in D (:

"once you know how to play the cello part for canon in d, you can play ANY song."

enjoy.

2006-12-14T15:10:00.000+08:00

How to justify buying as many shoes as you want in five easy-to-follow steps

1. The economy is slowing down, so we've got to keep spending in order to avoid a recession.
2. As my mother always says, if you're doing a job, do it properly. If you've gone to the trouble of going out shopping, make it worth your while - never take the lazy way out by buying just one pair.
3. Your current ones might be stolen by a rabid inner-city fox, so it's vital to have a back-up pair. Several, actually.
4. Everyone needs a hobby.
5. You need to match your new bag. You can't go out in last season's ones. Honestly, do they want you to be a public laughing-stock?

As if you ever need a reason, here are the top five reasons to buy even more handbags

1. You need to match your new shoes. You can't go out in last season's one. Honestly, do they want you to be a public laughing-stock?
2. What else are you going to carry your Maltesers in?
3. A second hobby is always nice...
4. That rabid inner-city fox could strike again it it mightn't be shoes this time...
5. Beautiful handbags are works of art. It's culture, innit?

HAHA

2006-12-13T12:33:00.000+08:00

I pronounce my blog... dead! hahahah ok well kinda sorta. but it still can be brought back to life? well, semi dead then.

oh no! retest's in 6days! c'mon lets get a study group haha. hols are over in 20days? time flies when you're uh, having fun/slacking/sleeping.

and my letter to go make an I/C finally arrived, telling me that if i delay further they'll fine me or what not.

my world's spinning in slow motion. i command you to slow down time. bwahahahah =.=

2006-12-06T15:41:00.000+08:00

here's a task. guzzle a bottle of whatever you like, be it Limonya, Bacardi or Vodka in no less than 20 seconds per bottle, and take 2 bottles. see if you get drunk or not. HA.

class outing was fun, although few showed up.

cause there's always lame things to do such as visit the arcade, walk around aimlessly, find friends and yak and yak. lastly, stuffing yourself with unhealthy food from LJS. or, owning the scourge/bullying noobs at Cathay's E2MAX gaming centre with your friends on BNet.

haha i miss 3IT ^^

2006-12-04T17:54:00.000+08:00

hi. ain't there a better word to say than the lovely Hiatus.

mmm. hollydays are jolly, staying at home seems minutely interesting (?)
and the days are flying away like sand in the sahara.
time draws nearer to my chemistry retest.

Doom Doom Doom.

Fetish with closets? i think they're cute. i can sit in my closet for hours and squash my poor little clothes. one day they Will revolt against me uhh.

2006-11-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

Hah obs outing was fun! before that had a hwachong interaction day with the CO's of various schools. were split up into different groups and played lots of games and we won like.. all? hmm left early to get to marina bay. took bus with jamie and joane to payalebar. met shuhua & jugs! at the same time happy bday to jacques!~ so we got him a nice prez! a belt with all the figures of cards! on account of him being mr bridge "king" haha.

met everyone at marina bay mrt, then took a darn crowded bus to the steamboat cum bbq place! 12bucks per. me & jamie went to queue for the live prawn and crabs and they were REALLY alive. sob sob, poor prawns. they have sucky lives and sucky deaths. miss shua started making the yummy soup and we whipped up nice bbq-ed chicken. ate and ate and ate and we had soup making competitions with the others. hung out at the arcade and watched the guys play house of the dead3, with stupid 6-pack zombies crawling out from nowhere and attacking you from behind. shudders. rushed home to be back early for mum, causing the whole gang to go back too -.- haha jacques bryan and chek kai took mrt to pasir ris for fun, & home i went! hahaha.

OBS outings are a must. lets have one every 2months ha ha ^^ (=.=)

2006-11-23T13:30:00.001+08:00

mm yesterday was a nice day ^^

had CO in the afternoon, only 3 people turned up >.< but luckily the teacher didn't complain whatsoever harhar. cause she kept eating my potato chips.. hmm, a terrorist jumped out of nowhere in the midst of me walking into school and gave me a bad fright (haha =.=) so i gave the terrorist some potato chips and he shut up. (ok not really, i'm making this up)

after CO ended it was raining cats and dogs, and they were all meow-ing and woof-ing. so i had to take shelter in the newblock and hid there for some time until the rain ended. apparently some guy got strangled by an unknown hand shooting out of nowhere (terrorist again?) school should employ more security guards.

so after that i went home, and it was kinda late. not wanting to get strangled by a terrorist, i employed 2 gay bodyguards and they walked me home. however, they failed to do their job properly and ended up hankypanky-ing, so i fired them when i got home.

& thus i reached home safely.

sorry, just being random ha ha.

2006-11-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

Aha! today there was CO, slept like some dead pig until 11.15, left home round 11.30 just in time whew. reached school at 1230, saw miss hannah and a few other guys from 3rp at the concourse so dropped by to say hi, and yakked awhile. went for CO and had prac all the way, left halfway to pass dyane her VCDs. ended at 5.30, went to cut my hair, and my dear fringe is all gone >.< cause mummy says fringe is bad and it makes me look like someone who does drugs. so i now have very short fringe. SIGH. haha and tops that, i hurt my knee at home and now there are two parallel one inch wide lines spurting blood and nothing but blood. what a day uh! haha

2006-11-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

"i'm back, i'm back!"

yay! i survived 4days and 3nights away from home, at a small island far far away from beloved singapore.

arrived in school at 7.30am on the morning of the 13th, assembled and took a long busride to punggol jetty. went up a huge boat thingy, and set off for Pulau Ubin! reached the Outward Bound Singapore campsite, where we got divided into 3 groups. my group was Kim San, named after some guy. group members were Shuhua, Jamie, Belinda, Sheng Xian, Hui May, Jacques, Weeming, Guoxiang, Anthony, Bryan, Zhenyang, Jason and me! and our instructor was Shukor! arrived at our pretty bunks, checked out the cool double beds, and divided the sections for girls and boys. had a briefing about different sorts of ropes, and different knots such as the figure 8 knot and so on. went on to start building a raft out of long heavy tubes, barrels and ropes. tied the ropes like crazy, hand ached too. the guys were very helpful in lifting the raft while we tied the knots, and also carrying heavy stuff about. managed to get our raft to float, and it was pretty fast! that was until the instructor made us jump into the water and manually paddle. so when we tried to get back on, the barrels popped out of the ropes, and we had to push it all the way back to shore. it was tiring, yet we had loads of fun :)

at night, the girls played bridge, and i was sitting there and trying to figure out what it was about, but still didnt get it. guys ate like half of my gummies >.< style="font-style: italic;">
last day! climbed a high element obstacle course called the inverse tower with shuhua, and it required us to help each other here and there. it was slippery on the logs, and we had to support each other to make it to the top! and we did :D belayed a few people, which is kinda tiring, yet fun! after that, went back to the bunk for the last time, and cleared everything, and packed our stuff. went to the souvenier shop and bought Tshirts! all at low prices hohoho. took some time to do an evaluation form with our instructor, taking last minute group photos etc.

boarded the Symphony (boat) and headed back to lovely Singapore! where jacques dad kindly gave me, anthony, guoxiang, weeming a ride to pasir ris :D and here i am, home sweet home :D

this camp was pretty independant, and the instructors did not really watch over us as much as the OAC instructors. gave us loads of learning opportunities! 4days passed in a breeze, hope you guys going for Course 2 will enjoy every memorable event that will take place!

D'best team ever, Kim San! <3

2006-11-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

Yowza~

OBS tmr :D here i come fwahahahah. don't miss me when i'm gone, blogders.
my poor nike duffel is stuffed full of clothes and what not, and my shoe bag is bloody heavy, since it's stuffed with sandals, shoes, and slippers.

& i've stocked up on sweets and snacks to last me 4 days, surely the food at OBS won't be that fantastic?

but ohwell, i'm gonna have lots of FUN hahaha. can't wait :D

shuhua's bringing tanning oil~! hehe

and uh, i'll be back on the 16th, so, bye for now =)

2006-11-12T10:34:00.000+08:00

hello. i feel like taking a dump Ha Ha.

thanks to the food at Hotel Inter Continental, the whole familys' been taking dump after dump. ok lah not really. but well, to a certain extent(?)

mmm anyway OBS is tmr, and i hope i dont feel like taking a dump halfway while kayaking/canoeing/climbing high elements. God bless myself lawl. &i'm only done packing halfway! crapsticks. i needa get prickly heat powder, small bottles of soap/shampoo blahblahblah. 4days and 3 nights of mosquito bites and i cant find my mozzie repellant. ugh >.<

anyway, wish me luck =P =P

2006-11-11T14:06:00.000+08:00

hoho my pretty ass hurts. and i mean it.

try cycling 16km on a gigantic mountain bike with a seat that sticks up your ass. owch. was shaken awake by sister who dragged me along to bike with her. walked 2km to pasir ris park where we rented the bikes. then cycled around pasir ris park, which to my astonishment is very big, and very pretty. set off on the 2.5km cycle to tampines sun park or whatever. halfway almost died while going up the slope of overhead bridge. think was cause of no breakfast, so grabbed food at the petrol kiosk. felt better after that, and cycled all the way to bedok reservoir park, bloody 6km or so. took pictures blahblah, cycled back. 16km in less than 2 hours, and 4km of walking. ahhh, i'm beat and T-shirt tanned.

tmr's ms tay's wedding! CO people will be sharing some jewels from SooKee. mmm ^^

Falalala the world's a brighter place.

2006-11-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

parent teacher meeting sucked. although i feel that stuff she said was true.

about my f'ed up grooming, how my hair always covers those eyes, how my shirt is always halfway out, how i wear black shoelaces, how my skirt is above the knees and how my socks are always at the ankles. damn, i give the wrong impression to the teachers. and i'm called a bimbo? an ahlian?

i'm kissing goodbye to my freedom this hols. &next year i'll change. i told her i would, and i'm going to.

disappointment comes with a will to change myself. self-pity isn't enough(?).

anyway, went back to SHPS with jourdan (who made me wait again) and elroy, they wanted to get their W.O.W concert tickets. i just followed because i wanted to see my primary school. kinda miss those days? ohwell, the ticket manager wasnt in school, so we went to find mr soong who helped us book the tickets (kinda sorta). had a very long chat with him. discussed just about everything, from relationships to religion. which was very meaningful and enlightening. hmm i miss being in primary school.

and damn, i'm scared.

2006-11-09T11:52:00.000+08:00

okay, so my gigantic urge got the better of me, and now ima school truant.

nah just joking. main reason was because i overslept =.= and woke at like 6.50am. figured if i reached school it would be at like 7.45, so can't be bothered to get into double trouble with all that kinda thing.

sigh tmr's the last day (unofficially?) of school. i'll miss all you guys.

parting is such sweet sorrow, ain't it?

2006-11-08T20:26:00.000+08:00

hello. ima self proclaimed glutton from now on.

hehe i ate like 3000calories today? fwahahahaha. had a bloody big bowl of bachormee during recess (which also splattered on my uniform), another bowl of noodles for recess, a tea egg, a banditto pocket, a bottle of justea, a cup of coke, mashed potato, huge chunks of minced pork, egg tofu, veg, and another huge chunk of rice. bleh and i'm still gonna stuff myself with full cream milk saturated with calories tonight. pre-obs weight gaining hopefully to form muscles :D

anyway, today had our Heritage Tour, was quite okay lah. sat on the ditzy bus to Fort Canning, went into some guardhouse with really heavy doors and a damned creepy stairway (AHEM shujun). walked to some excavated cemetery, andandand the Spice Garden! which was pretty nice on account of them having samples of the spice for us to smell blahblah. FCP is like next to ROM. next time when my sis ROM's i'll pull her there to take pictures with those beautiful architecture. mmm yummy.

lunch break at Funan IT Mall, yakked with Mdm Toh, she's pretty nice out of class after all. hehe. talked about studies (& she called me a bimbo again) and other stuff about teachers, principals etc.

proceeded to walk around suboordinate courts, supreme courts, city hall. went into city hall and took a look at the biennale 2006 exhibits. had pretty chairs made out of cardboard, and a few of the court rooms were open for us to play about and we girls had a fun time on the judge seat. mmm! there were many art pieces on display too. ahhh. last chance to see it is on 12th of this month. quick!

went back to school and had a nice surprise over something. walked out and met shuhua, took 32 back with her (& fongzhi too) and yakked about OBS stuff etc.

and i have this BIG GIGANTIC URGE to pon school tmr. i'm sick of J___ N_'s lessons and her handing out of detention slips as if watering the plants. oh whatever.

surprises are so ecstatically nice (:

2006-11-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

one day into extension week and i'm already hating it.

where's the mood baby? you think anything that is being taught in class during this period of time will fully go in 100%? nuh-uh i don't think so.

doesn't the school ever believe in second chances?

what happens to ex-convicts when they're released from jail? they get a second chance to become a better person, and learn from their past mistakes. so why isn't it the same with our school?

anyway, next year our class is so gonna die. lets talk about having 3 teachers from the discipline committee teaching our class. mr soon for social studies, mr chua chor loon for geography, miss lam for biology. crapsticks. it's like predicting your own death.

back to messing with my EMath project.

2006-11-05T12:42:00.000+08:00

hello world.

these few days have been nothing but being crammed full of activities.
such as cchms open house 2006, and last minute ELearning marathons.

dang~ ELearning is stupid. why can't the teachers get that into their head. it ain't effective to a large extent in helping the students learn by chucking them a ppt and making them complete stupid worksheets. just maybe one itsy weeny bit.

thinking back, this year passed in a flash. it's already november. last year's november, we were still happily playing MapleStory and training on monsters. sigh. can't say MapleStory is an interesting game, but i do miss those times. and shit, next year ima sec 4.

sigh, are my hols supposed to be dedicated to studying? i think so.

2006-11-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

Aha just got back from class chalet in the afternoon. hehe t'was situated at some ulu place in changi next to the creepy Old Changi Hospital. ms mong helped us to book & she arrived in a red car driven by her brother/boyfriend(?).
mum & me marinated like 5kg of teriyaki chicken wings the night before. was supposed to meet the girls earlier to buy stuff for bbq but overslept >.< ended up tugging the food all the way to tampines and causing my arms to almost break. checked in and prepped for the bbq. it was kinda fun, fire got started quite soon thanks to the pro guides and others hahaa. started the bbq and ate and ate and ate. loads of people arrived (around 30?) and even a gatecrasher came (hohoho).
mum & dad came to check out place to see if it was safe for me to stay, and miraculously allowed me to! first time uh! fwahahahaha. they left and we continued frying the food. there was crabstick, taiwan sausages, cheese stuffed sausages, wings, prawn, sotong, different kinds of balls (and i mean prawn, fish, sotong balls you dirty minded fools) andandand loads others lah, heh. and miss shujun bbq and bbq and bbq the whole evening away hoho~!
then after, we opened up the bacardi fwahahahha. tipsy baby! hahahh. guys went to play pool and spammed dota at Gamers Inc. and only went back like at 8am and KO-ed hahhahah.
at like 1pm most of them left cos of resilience camp, and cca, so i stayed in with a few others and sleepzzz. woke up around 5? there was leftover chicky wings so i decided to cook em up. and broiled/boiled/fried them in some wok that was provided. added some spicy thai chilli and it turned out DAMNED DELICIOUS fwahhahahha. not a wing was left heehee. watched Goong, headed out to changi village with meng, eddy, aaron and ben low. ate teppanyaki mushrooms. went back and fried instant noodles with oyster sauce and spicy thai chilli (again). aaron and eddy finished like 5 packets of those by playing cai1 quan2 -.-
started a water fight at 1am and dragged everyone out of the bungalow and drenched them in cold water hahahaa. then the ah bengs living opposite were like kp-ing and complaining that water was precious etcetc. but we heck-ed them and continued playing. then edwin took shampoo out and we were like shampooing our hair in the middle of the grass patch HA HA.
rest of em played dai-di till 5am, and i was half asleep by then on the sofa because it was too cold on the bed. shivers. and the blanket was holey (holy?). KO-ed soon after the lights went off. woke at around 12, girls started packing up. helped a little then went to slack thereafter. girls decided to go rollerblading, but it was gonna rain. so packed my bags and left with sean and benlow. went home sweeeet home and slept again.
HAHAHA i totally love me class. m'so gonna miss em during the hols.
its very nice seeing the guys helping out. rare chance uh! was taking pics of the guys washing the dishes, wiping the tables etc. aww. haha! pictures another day! am too lazy to upload and upload.
ah, peace out people, wont'cha?
:D

2006-10-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

hello!~

life's been a tad bit more interesting, thanks to my newly installed Warcraft III: The Frozen Throne. heehee. and thanks to all those friends who help me kill boredom together with me, patiently teaching me how to play correctly.

and YEAH it's damnit fun bwahahahah. you girls should try it.

hehehehehe :D